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2009-10-09T15:38:00.001+08:00

trying out onsugar right now, shall see if its suitable then perhaps move over there

feel free to link there through here

2009-10-08T13:46:00.002+08:00

korkor's probably on the boat to pulau tekong right now, and i don't get to see him off . stupid school, i hate you -.-

so far received back a few of my exam papers, think still passable bahs, cause at least passed .
5 more days of exams, 7 more papers . pretty scared of my triple science and the remaining maths paper , hope i pass =/
dumb thing , arghhhh .. i can't see korkor for don't know how many days larh, dumb dumb dumb dumb T.T and wth i fell down again on the drain , is this dumb or what . rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !
shall mug mug mug for this weekend, bio, physics, chem , here i come ! ):
5 more days to "holidays" JIAYOU .

2009-10-07T17:28:00.002+08:00

i simply don't see why its my fault when you are the one who didn't hear me
why is it always my fault when it is not entirely mine ?
why is it that everyone is always siding you , just because you're smarter? prettier? what?
what big does it make you when you make people around you upset, you're nothing but a mean idiot
being smart doesn't give you the right to do anything to anyone, you're just plain childish.
if you think people is childish, what about you ? does it make any different for you ?
you're plain stupid and childish also, don't always say people when you're one yourself, you suck more than any of them does.
i hate you damn lots, i wished i wouldn't even need to see you anymore this week, like as if i care. get lost from me, stop taking away everything that i wanted

2009-10-04T13:09:00.005+08:00

congratulations on cousin's wedding yesterday . yesterday was also mid-autumn day (:

bride and bridegroom(cousin) with baby at the side

spent the whole of yesterday playing i guess . . cousin come our house after dinner which meant more vodka, together with whiskey sponsored by another cousin
drank a whole cup of vodka but didn't drink whiskey, went off to bed while they played till 7am (?) and drank whiskey and play candle and ate macdonalds breakfast and play computer (my house like some computer lab man -.-)
after playing one whole day , don't feel like studying anymore, this is bad T.T shall hope i can study study study later ):

my baby nephew, cute isn't he ? very active also

and thats her jiejie, pretty princess (:

2009-10-02T19:28:00.002+08:00

been having exam this 2 days, ohmygosh, i feel like tearing up the papers . i made such a big mistake during the exam , AGAIN
completed English paper 1, History, Higher Mother Tongue, Chinese paper 1 and paper 2.
The first day of exam was pretty berserk . after handing up paper 1 then someone told me there wasn't letter writing, it was speech . and being the " never-read-instruction " person again, i didn't read it of course, so i was totally wrong .
quite a few number of people made the same mistake too, wonder how our marks will be deducted T.T
higher mother tongue paper was .. kind of hard i guess, the only thing i was more confident of doing was the last section, think i'm going to fail badly ):
History, i can't believe it . i really don't remember a lot of things and points at the last minute during the exam . i couldn't really understand the things well , which i feel dam bad about ):
both chinese paper was today, paper one was kind of messed up but paper 2 was so-so .
some funny things happened during the exam, someone brought "pillow" to school, was laughing at it so badly because that person didn't want to hand it to the teacher .
during the second paper, i realise there was not only a "pillow" there was another teddy bear, ohmygosh lurhs, so funny, but i must say abit childish

something to be happy about, i passed my physic test today, first time ever this year (:
now the only thing i need to do is study hard for EOY , get physics a pass and i might get at least a C6 for my report book for physic .
with the 5 starting paper so bad, don't have a lot of faith for the rest of my papers, especially the triple science ):
6 more days of exam , minus school day and weekends . i will work hard for it, definitely will .

P/S , rachel's been sick for two days, you better get well you tall thing, or i'll get my lawyer to issue a letter to you . take cares people, don't get sick , drink plenty of water .

2009-09-29T21:18:00.003+08:00

oooooh mann , so pissed off during maths today , what a good answer i've received. i can't believe it man .

everything is going on so weirdly around lorhs, i seriously have no comments on whatever's going on , all i know now is i need to study for EOY and score well for it .
one thing that i am sure about now is i seriously miss burn , walao eh , like its been about 10 months before i could last complain to him , to have someone to "hear" me nag everyday about almost everything.
it really isn't easy to find someone who is willing to hear you nag and everything , it feels terrible to keep everything inside your heart, so unbearable . .

2009-09-27T19:37:00.002+08:00

幸福如履薄冰，所以一定要好好珍惜

exam is starting in 4 days time, then rest for another 6 days before another 2 paper .
didn't manage to go library to study yesterday due to some reason, i can't seem to focus on studying .
bro is going into army in 11 days, and i'll be dead then because there won't be anyone to teach me anymore
how i wished now burnie was online in msn to chat with me , feel so troubled . many many confusing things going on that i can't seem to focus on studying just because of them .

cousins coming for " mid-autumn festival " this friday . still remembered clearly how i celebrated them with friends last year , just simple joy of burning candles can make one happy already , but the sort of happiness and laughter i had last year doesn't exist anymore now , maybe because people nowadays think too much into people's mind, always thinking they meant harm to themselves . thinking too much doesn't make anyone happy at all .

cousins wedding this coming saturday, its been 3 years since i last attended a wedding . i hope this will be fun , at least filled with jokes and laughter, better than starring straight at the bowl/plate/food right .

taekwando gradding coming this coming sunday, still haven't decide if i want to go down because its been moved back to toa payoh , newly renovated .

no one ever reads my blog anyway, a good way for me to relieve stress i guess ? ..

2009-09-26T17:08:00.001+08:00

was thinking twilight the movie was not up to my expectations so i didn't want to watch new moon, twilight the saga

but then, after watching this trailer , much longer trailer than the one i saw that time . makes me so interested to watch , don't know if i should ):

2009-09-25T18:49:00.002+08:00

washed all the photos i took during OBS , omg man film is damn expensive ):
haven't posted for some days , schools been okay bahs . show daddy my report book at last, he didn't scold but i feel guilty for letting him down .
i want to score well, prove to him i really can study de , i want daddy mummy to be happy about my results , just hope i won't have 三分钟热度 please .
all of the weird things and affairs that happened in school is making people more and more troubled. i shall ignore all the happenings, gossips and bitchy stuffs . its just a waste of my time to even be bothered about such things .
what i need to do now is focus on studying , thats all for now . and after that it'll be playing playing and more playing .
have the sudden urge of shopping, didn't use to like shopping in the past , but maybe cause as i grow older i become more keen in shopping (?)
just a little note to tell some people , you really got to change your attitude towards people in whatever ways , it just makes you look more bitchy and bimbotic ( crazy but definitely not pretty/handsome ) spare a thoughts for others equal to sparing a thought for yourself . keep your attitude to yourself please (:
alright , nothing much . still can't forget chalet with cousins, they really make it so funny , the laughters with my family can never be compared to the laughters i have in school (:

2009-09-21T19:04:00.005+08:00

hellooooooooooo earthlings , back from 4D3N chalet organised for sis and cousin's 21st Birthday

( Extended ) Family Photo

these 4 days was so fun , time for some memorizing and posting of what happened

Day 1 :
Rushed home from school after going out with jh they all, then received a call from aunt asking if i wanted to go check-in first, so agreed lurhs .
hurried off to pack , then bro came home so went with him first . checked in ( room 1220 & 1221 )
was so bored over there cause there wasn't anyone so went to watch tv ( 败犬女王 ).
went out to eat dinner with bro, wu gu and gu zhang at kopitiam . wanted to eat suan la tang but they sold out, so ate chicken rice
after that cousin -- Jiaqi ( birthday girl ), Yulin and Yongliang came so went to fetch them, they got a little bit lost xP
went back to room then they did many many stuff, don't know what, so i watch my show
they left soon later with wu gu and gu zhang , then mummy, daddy and korkor came
carried lots and lots of stuff but only mummy stayed , fell asleep while watching tv so didn't know when daddy and korkor went home

Day 2:
woke up around 7.30am , brushed teeth then went to eat breakfast with mummy and bro .
walked to E!hub , not much shop opened so bought dinner at the same shop i ate with yz they all the last time we came to chalet
packed chew kuay, toast and nasi lemak , then went back to the room to eat , finished liao continue to watch show .
think watched till near 1pm, san gu came together with cousin . they did some preparation cause Jiaqi's friend was coming to celebrate her birthday
soooo, continue watch tv ( my whole day was a waste :x ) then Jiaqi came and prepared too
dabo and family came not long later, then they started to play mahjong, as usual :x
her friends came at around 4pm (?) daddy and korkor came by that time liao . then we all watch tv ( YAY ) lols .
after that we ( korkor, bro, Yulin, YongLiang and me ) went to rent bike for night cycling . korkor not enough money so he didn't rent .
rode back to chalet and locked it , after that prepare the BBQ stuffs and start fire .
the chief for the day - pingping jiejie, wugu, yaun, bro, yongliang, yulin and many many lurhs , take turn .
姜还是老的辣 man, they cook so much nicer :x wahahahahahas , too much food to be finished lurhs .
sis 's friend came also, think at least 40 of them , like flood the place like that lols .
after that opened red wine , the cork was dam hard to open , at least 4 people were opening it lorhs hahas
cake cutting and photo taking time after that , then went back in to watch tv yooooo , played firework sticks too

the 2 birthday girl

bro went to tampinese to find friend shun bian borrowed a bike
then went out with pingpingjiejie, her 2 daughter, san gu and yaun to E!hub, wanted to shop in NTUC but it was closed, so ended up playing bowling bowl
the lane was completely full so we went to the Mini bowl, where the 2 kids played . after that went back and there was some empty lane, book one and went to play
was laughing so loud at yaun 's BUMPER , LALALA :x
finished playing near 1.30am then went back, packed some stuff, wake bro and off we ( yongliang, yulin, korkor, bro and me ) went to night cycling .
out of 5 of us, 3 of us fell T.T someone keeps falling lolololol . ride from downtowneast all the way till changi village, it took around 1hour or something , then went 7Eleven buy mashpotato and drink , took photo and we went back .
saw police cars on the way. took short cut ( through Eurocopter, BRO'S WORKING PLACE ) saw helicopter, first time so near , and it was so cooool , then went past loyang da bo gong and back to chalet, reached near 4.30am .
pingping jiejie was awake and helped us open door ^^ then she helped us wash the wound with antiseptic cream, was so tired i fell asleep immediately after

Day 3:
woke up , we played 21 dot with drawing of faces with people who loose, all of us got draw lols .
ate some stuff for breakfast then changed and went swimming with pingping jiejie and her 2 daughter
think we played for near 1hour plus then went back, shower .
after that went to escape theme park using free coupons . played some game then jiaqi and yulin came , played viking ship, GOkart, some other rides .
didn't play for long before we left the themepark, wanted to go back initially but didn't .
went back WATCH TV, could smell the nice chicken rice smell the moment we went in, then saw bro and cousin sleeping, so i said they 香到晕倒 xP
went to NTUC with yaun, sangu and jiaqi to buy some food for dinner, steamboat . dabo they all went home after that .
watched more tv then prepared food for dinner . steamboat was quite fun ehhhh, smart of us :x saves time and easy to clean up instead of BBQ-ing again
so damm pissed but whatever, played mahjong which was quite funny i think, then cousin opened Vodka adding soft drinks
she poured plain water thinking it was 7up at first so we all had to sip finish the whole cup lols .
used marinda orange to ensure that it is soft drink lols . korkor, bro and me was somewhat red in the face but bro was face almost all over.
then he keep saying it was hot lols , they all say he mabok liao so sis bought lemon let him suck
cut cake ( wu gu zhang's birthday ) and it was VERY funny lols , ate cake then went back to mahjong ( they used bed sheet as mahjong paper then we wrapped it up and they said it looks like the police coming to spot check so we like pao lu like that :x )
think it was the wine effect, i fell asleep , woken up by some noise, wu gu went home first
shifted in and sleep again, jiaqi said we shall sleep for 1hour and then go play bowling but seems like everyone sleep till next day except her

Day 4:
woke up early, then they say jiaqi woke up and asked if anyone want to go bowling but no one replied cause all of us sleeping AHAHAHA :x
went to eat breakfast at KFC, dabao home for bro cause he was the only one left sleeping .
back to chalet, bro went to work first while i went to shower, then we all packed up . put all the stuff back on bus then we went to bowling centre to bowl .
bowled 2 rounds then off we went to loyang da bo gong, baibai-ed , just realise i belong to the wood element lols 甲戌 year borned
went to changi village for dinner then went to fetch korkor from work , finally home sweet home.

never really post this post in full detail, but that shall do :D photos shall be posted on facebook , posting on blogger is a waste of time ._.

2009-09-18T17:19:00.001+08:00

cheers people ,

school was quite alright today, except the flu plus sore throat really sucks hahas
amaths test was , one part okay, the other part not-so-okay . feel as if i'm going to fail
oh well, long weekend . so many people going malaysia, i want souvenirs okay ? xP joking hahas
see you guys on tuesday people , have fun !

2009-09-17T22:08:00.004+08:00

awww , my sore throat sucks man, its so bad that i can't stand it anymore
like i told jh , i can't stand not talking for a day, think my mouth will stink and rot xP
studied for amaths to prepare for tomorrow's test, hopefully i don't fall sick tomorrow cause i have a slight flu now , and hopefully i'll be able to score tomorrow, at least a 25/40 .

HOPEFULLY . . .

feel like going shopping but no money lurhs, mummy won't let me one ._. i shall think of a good way to spend my birthday angbao (:
its going to be chalet, chalet and more chalets this long weekend . of course i'll be bringing along my study material to study ( aren't i a good girl xP ) , hopefully i'll be able to study .
did you know, when you do not need to pay money for chalet, it feels so gooood ! food, lodging and even fun is provided there xP !
wonder if they'll be going to escape theme park, or would it be wild wild wet . perhaps none at all ?
don't care lurhs, all i want now is a nice good day to relax and yeah, relax .. and i'm going to watch finish all the show WAHAHAHAHA , and study ( i guess )

lonely cries, masked man

2009-09-16T20:55:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday KaiLin
15 old old

she's old too now wahahahahas . we decided not to tell her anything about her present so that there will be this suspense existing there for her to guess what it is . ain't we smart ?
such a weird day today, can't seem to know why i feel a tinge of sadness in my mood ): i feel so troubled in my mind, so many things going on
ooooh, burn's random sms was so random, and now it got me thinking again , i need someone to talk to now, desperately D:

perhaps i should change my point of you, maybe you're not really that perfect (almost) as i thought you were, perhaps .. i was wrong , or was i wrong all this time (?)

2009-09-15T18:13:00.002+08:00

轉角*遇到愛

should i watch this show (?)
i have the urge to watch it too -- because brother is watching it making me tempted to ):
have so many shows on hand haven't watch : 《败犬女王》 borrowed from yuan and 《放羊的星星》 from sharon
i've watch 《放羊的星星》 before already so maybe i'll skip that for the time being , hopefully can watch it in challet (:
exams are coming in less than 3 weeks , so spooooooooky . i wished i could perservere but like so hard lurhs
if i had a chance to restart this year, i'll work harder and pay more attention.
regret like shyt now man ):
wish everyone the best of luck this coming Mid-Year-Examination , Jiayous and study hard people (:

P/S :

Happy Birthday Sister

2009-09-13T18:40:00.002+08:00

last day of holiday today, i've got to say i wasted my whole one week of holiday , feel so guilty !
i have books piled up there but i can't seem to focus nor perservere to study hard , how i wish i have the perseverence sis has towards studying , something i just envy her ):
EOY is only 3 weeks away, totally scared of failing all my subjects or even worst , fail my 'O' Level next year ):

2009-09-11T19:36:00.004+08:00

was so tired i didn't feel like waking up, but then what other choice .
went to take bus with xy then kl said cher say cannot wear slipper, so i called daddy and he help me bring down my shoe , two words : thanks & troublesome
then met up with jh, yn, zy and ch after 2 stops . walked all the way there and surprisingly we weren't late
went in and walk directly to the workshop . i never knew the science centre was so big, so damn pissed that my primary school teacher always bring us to the same old place when there's more !
shall not elaborate on the workshop, it was half fun , half boring and tiring . laughed and joked alot, had mcdonalds and hurhur ..
took 100 plus photos which i'll not bother to upload here cause it'll be crazy to do it especially when blogger doesn't have the " load-once-and-you-get-all " programme to upload all at one time .

went to look look around then left science centre lets say around 2.30 pm . went to IMM with bear, walked all the way there
she bought something for someone then went walk walk again, bought old changkee for daddymummy they all then went home
shall post a few photos here only (:

sorry but we need to aim at you :x

" do we look like them ? "

The 2 funny people who can space out for whole bus journey

the crazy CSI fan

my niang (:

she's my 志同道合 pal , but so fierce ):

2009-09-11T00:05:00.006+08:00

i wrapped these , not all of course :x

today is such a busy day . woke up very early ( i still don't know why even when i'm so tired already )
went to school early in the morning, library was so hot so we went in and out , out and in . mr ngiow came and we started studying , i guess .
then the librarian came and talk to us cause the rooftop was leaking water on ch :x ! lots of childhood stories she told us , but in the end left with the 2 people listening cause i was back to my worksheet .
went out to buy bubbletea, not very nice but then what can i say lols . went back to school and we left like 10mins later (?) or maybe earlier .

amazing number of umbrella

went home, changed then help wash clothes ( i'm always stuck with this ) . went to causewaypoint , woodland to meet up my cow htiderem:O !
wanted to trick her at first but she saw me, so okay nothing lerhs . went to find sakae first , found it and confirm this time there's buffet ( recall, we spent a bomb for 4 plates last year )
went to arcade walk walk, randomly . then took neoprint . after that went walk walk around the whole mall to look for some stuffs .
went to and it was bloody funny cause i was asking the person :
i said , " err , buffet what time "
then she reply, " 3pm "
so i replied her , " what time is it now ? "
* she went to ask her colleague " what time is it now arh ? "
then she replied " 3pm , okay come in " like damn lol
the screen was damn small and someone said spam order so in the end 15 plates nia we were full like siao lol .
think we joke like mad (?) left at 5 plus then back to shopping , she bought some stuff and headed home soon .

reached home then mummy say watch movie, so just put down my stuff and headed straight to westmall , cinema
watched the movie " nine " which bro say is nice , which i don't really feel nice, or maybe just me lols . quite boring lurhs
then finally, home sweet home, trying to sort out this stupid computer first , pssst . meanwhile, photo time

look at how small the screen is

Fried gyoza

Fried tofu

tako yaki ball

tako yaki without tako ( flatten )

crabsticks tempura

scallop

thanks for the birthday present sweetie, love it (:

2009-09-09T20:05:00.005+08:00

happy 090909 peepos !

today's been quite a good day i guess .
sms-ed a few random people to wish them a happy 090909, then bear start to say " why not sms at 9.09am 09 seconds " and jh say " and 9am somemore "
my reply to jh is " i didn't purposely do it " hahas . watched tv almost the whole day ( i feel so guilty for not studying, but why can't i seem to study )
went for cca and i feel dam tired and sleepy man . not much appetite for dinner also so didn't eat much ):
lets hope i'll not fall sick arbo my date with my darling will be off tomorrow .
and ohmygod, 溏心风暴之家好月圆 starts tomorrow, yayness ! weeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy
happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy
happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy.

2009-09-08T19:30:00.006+08:00

first things first, received back progress card and the result goes like this

English - B4
Chinese - E8
HMT - C6
Amaths - A2
Emaths - B4
Biology - D7
Chemistry - F9
Physic - D7
Humans - B3

my last term's report card goes like this

English - B4
Chinese - B3
HMT - C5
Amaths - E8
Emaths - C6
Biology - F9
Chemistry - D7
Physic - F9
Humans - C3

compare these 2 , i improved in 6 subject and deproved in 3 subjects, and the 2 main subject i deproved is the 2 chinese, pretty hilarious hors ?
for a minute when i got back my results, i felt like crying . failing the 3 science is sort of a common thing for me, but chinese (?) how is this even possible ?
in my 3 years of life in hongkah, never have i received a fail for my chinese, or should i say never in my life have i failed my chinese and printed on a report card .
this like is so absurb , all the homeworks i owed her i gave her already, my test were all passed, how can it possibly be true that i failed and got a E8 somemore ?
i don't know whats the matter with this school man, the system seems so wrong ..
don't dare let daddy sign, sigh *

birthday presents , thanks

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fell down cause i kicked a thick thick chain, the wound stinks cause it hurts alot . damn painful such that i actually pain till cry , twice .
i can't kneel, can't really let my leg touch water cause it hurts , alot . and then the wound keeps cracking cause i keep banging into things T.T aww ..
seventh-month's dinner was quite weird this year cause we weren't with my cousin they all this time, with some stranger. and psst i told jh something " this guy is quite good looking " WOOOPS , okays i was just playing

bloody wound ):

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monday's school was quite okay , biology SPA , didn't understand at first but started to get it so did my work quickly
home for breakfast, wedges and back to school , auditorium for physics , saw and found out some things ..
baked cookie and it looks ugly ): hope no one gets diarrhoea from eating eat .

bio SPA

square cookie (?)

round cookie

tuesday which is today . woke up very early and i can't help it . quarelled with someone before i went out so the time was delayed
went to sakura to eat , didn't call many people cause it was sort of a very last minute decision
met up with jh and we went in to eat first , she showed me many many things hahas, first timer here so kind of ' frog in the well ' .
ch and zy came quite long later ( the opposite of not long later ) and yeah, ate lurh .
think it was near the end (?) we all like went crazy like that, keep laughing and laughing . then zy wanted to seduce the lala at first , ended up taking ice-cream, anyway lala also finish liao .
unglam people, wahahahas, so many inside jokes :x
the food there not bad lurhs, but me and jh left and felt like not very full lehs hahas . anyways thanks to her for paying 1/3 of the price for me (:
went on the ride called morphis something one, pretty cool and shiok . then off we went to jurong point via 198
reached there, shop walk shop walk . went to the pet shop and they have their own dog called ' fat coggy ' thats the breed also. its like the dog in 'the bolt' from disney channel lurhs HAHA
and they have this miniature snauzer ( i think ) in the cage, very cute puppy , black black cute cute (:
shall post some photos, the rest shall be on facebook ( soon ) .
P/S , jh say this time we went the food quite fresh, see i'm so lucky :x

raw crayfish and raw scallop , quite nice

cookied mussle and prawn with fish on top .

van gogh poster

this too

the ticket for the morphis ride

morphis ride

another inside joke

2009-09-05T18:38:00.008+08:00

photos for past few days + birthday celebration

kl managed to follow us cause there's lots of vacancy

zy's fingerprint, the nicest there, mine was like shyt

food parade

Salmon bbq-ed @ long john , not bad bahs

chemistry experiment on acids

had birthday celebration on wednesday , 02/09/09 one day earlier from actual, but doesn't really matter
went to chevrons 's GimTim Restaurant to dine . went there with whole family + sis's friend and cousin
reached there near 8pm bahs , started dining , ordered quite some stuff . ate for 1hour (?) then mummy started to feel dizzy, so paid the bill and went home
didn't really enjoyed myself during the dinner cause i wasn't really full and it wasn't enjoyable enough, but then mummy sick also cannot blame her , so yeah.
there goes my birthday celebration , short and simple (:
of course there's always food from the dinner lurhs

lime juice @ $3.50

i must say this is really nice

chilli crab, quite nice and fresh

北京烤鸭 , still didn't manage to eat the authentic beijing's ):

the skin is really crispy , more crispy than compared to last time that one

the fish is fresh and it goes quite well with the sauce

salted egg prawns , the saltness is just nice

forgot to turn the photo, anyway its the remaining of the 北京烤鸭 , not as nice as the skin , maybe cause of the way they cook it

wasabi prawn, improved wasabi so not very hot, quite sweet though

didn't manage to take full photo of toufu cause they all grab it when it came ): very nice and the toufu itself has sweetness

扬州炒饭

my soursoap juice @ $3.50 too , very expensive but it taste so niceeee

chicken stick

dumplings, don't really like it

凤脚 don't dare to eat so don't know how it taste like

saw this pretty pretty painting in the toilet lols :x

this was on display, quite nice too ^^

thanks for the birthday presents received (:
going to be a busy week next week, school, shopping, school, shopping and more school. phew ..
got back report card and im utterly disappointed in myself lurhs, no face see people, fail chinese man omg ...

2009-09-03T20:41:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Vera Joyi Ng !

although we're like about 7,000 miles apart, hope you have a wonderful day since its only 1pm over there now (?)
today's a bad day, seriously bad . prelim marks sucks, amaths paper sucks, physic paper sucks, what else ?
thanks for all those wishes, simply too many people to be named, maybe i shall just name a few bahs
thanks to : meredith, jinghui, xiyun, rebecca, chianhuei, yanni, yuanzheng, jinhua, chunxiang, xinni, my cousins and niece . hmm , alot to be name but anyways i've thanked all those who wished lurhs .
although today's been a very sad day, all the wishes sort of cheer me up somehow .
had early birthday celebration yesterday which was quite okay until the end when mummy fell sick , P/S : bro sucks yesterday because he fight over the menu from me, i didn't even order anything i wanted .
thanks bro for the thumbdrive, though i still like psp / ds more, wahahahs ! joking xP

went to forensic science @ NP today, been more than 10 months since we've been there
it feels really great and i feel all cheered up , thanks to people joking around, love ya guys . the people there were really helpful, but when it comes to food, our class is really funny .

meredith wee , get well you dumb cow ♥

2009-09-01T18:48:00.001+08:00

Happy Teacher's Day

to all teachers in the world

been trying to study amaths from 1pm till like now ( until now i can't even concentrate , hah )
and tell ya what, i don't even know how to do a single question on the revision paper Mr Ngiow gave
some things you have to pay for missing school for a week due to OBS : not knowing a single thing
but then i guess out of so many people, i'm the only one who don't know so much thing bahs . feel so sad man , die liao larhs ):

2009-08-31T18:25:00.003+08:00

teacher's day ~~concert~~ today .
went to class for 2 hour's lessons only, instead of giving teacher's present i'm like giving a lot of friends .
alvira gave me a VERY advance birthday present lols , thanks :D
so sorry to teacher's didn't manage to have enough time to get the present , either by baking or buying so unfortunately only can wish a very happy teacher's day .
performance is finally over, kind of worried during the performance, the instructor is like so bloody funny larhs, so many funny faces , had to hold back from laughing ):
went down to join the rest downstairs and seriously, i wonder what they even see lurhs, the graphic and technical is damn bad .
went to move back instruments and off we went towards IMM , we as in cx, xn, rachel, jocelyn, (gary and jz tagged along)
went there took my $50 voucher (pretty useless) then went to long John to have lunch, split with rachel, gary and jz cause they want to have pepper lunch
met back with them again, went minitoons, daiso . wanted to go back to PEPS but couldn't make it in time cause reach home at 4.30pm
teachers left school quite early this year too , quite sad . most probably will go back next year (: hope things turns out well yeah , and hopefully i can afford to get them presents

sorry for all the belated presents people, Happy Belated Birthday (:

被遗忘在后面的感觉真不好

2009-08-28T17:46:00.002+08:00

after staying back for a consecutive of 3 days, finally its time to have a break lurhs .
been having practice due to the sudden notice of Teacher's Day performance , together with missing CCA due to OBS made me even more blur
haven't been doing all the homeworks we had while we were away in OBS , together with missing so many lessons yesterday adds up me homework load
the weekends just doesn't seem enough to me, wonder if i'll be able to finish up all the work i owe, hopefully yes
so tired yet cannot find time to sleep, good thing english video (project) is postpone to next friday as deadline .
EOY are like only 4 weeks later and i'm still failing all my test , how can this even be true .
its time i get on my feets and study hard for the sake of my future ):

2009-08-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

went to school very very early , reached school at 7.30am (?)
bloody sleepy , finished the video with lots of NGs which are pretty much funny with all the actions
finished filming then went to do duty , school was the same old kind . pretty boring and such
cca was kind of boring maybe cause i'm way too sleepy, or that i don't even know wth they were doing .
its going to be a very busy day tomorrow . prelim for 'O' level chinese examination followed by co practice (?)
could life get any worse ..

2009-08-24T19:01:00.002+08:00

shit lots of mozzie bites now -.- !

Happy 15th Birthday to Yanhong
Uncle Ng :x

hope you had a wonderful celebration 2 days ago , a year older means alot okays , be more man , grow stronger and jiayous for this coming exams, you know you can do better (:

anyways , bro's not feeling well so didn't went to work, think its the first time he applied for leave (?)
hope he recovers quickly , no fun no fun , need someone to entertain me lurhs , faster recover
first day back to school today, everything feels quite normal, except my bag suddenly feels lighter, i wonder .. hahas
lots of homeworks i received , hopefully teachers won't bother me and let me complete it by friday, i'm kind of tired now so yeah, give us time man !
English so called project to do, jiayou man . i'm going to try to revise all the subjects at home, hopefully it can make me pass my End-Of-Year Examination, hope i can perservere ):
OBS post will be gone sooner or later after i post maybe one more post ? hopefully mummy can bring the camera to wash then everyone can get their photo ( did i mention those doggies at Pulau Ubin and NGYANHONG conquered my camera ? hmmm .. )
people, sorry for owing presents, will give it asap , really tired to go out , 请多多包含 !

2009-08-23T00:17:00.003+08:00

firstly, congrats on bro's 'O' lvl chinese result on A2 , think i'm going to get the most that also ): !
didn't realise my post on OBS was a whole dam shit 'wall of text' can don't bother reading it, i don't mind saying it instead lol

since its already 12am when i posted this post, shall wish

JingHui , Happy 15th Birthday !
i know you miss me :X

a few hours ago's happenings
went to yanhong's early birthday celebration at 'Fig&Olive' in JurongPoint .
kl was totally joking around with the waitor whose from hkss also .
ordered fish melted cheese together with mushroom soup and guava juice as a set .
the whole thing made me dam full lurhs, very big quantity but still finished it, bad to waste food also
we were so nice we did feedback forms (: ! sebest's dad made cake for yh (i think) , took photos and sang birthday song before he cut it .
lots of laughter lurhs, like we own the restaurant like that, dam noisy and funny . took some group photos inside which was not well taken
went to challenger to help daddy buy his mouse then went out to the 'exit sign' to take another group photo . this time can see everyone (i think)
we left first cause thought the guys wanted to play arcade, in the end they were right behind us .
boarded 187 cause i was lazy to cross road even though 174 is faster . walked home and yeah here i am .

think aunt drawed a challet when i was away in OBS, date is confirmed and the units are confirmed too .
almost forgot my cousin's going to be celebrating together with sis cause they're born in the same month and year . yayness (: !

seriously, i can't believe OBS has ended already, it was just like yesterday that we all went there, but no we're already home now .
i miss everyone, Ling and all the high elements, sea experdition we did . i miss everything there, even though i was getting more angry on the last few days but it was pretty much enjoyable, truely amazing .
photos for today shall be posted tomorrow . photos of OBS shall be posted hopefully a week from now . good luck people , i've lots of test to study and lots of homework to rush !
to people whom i miss , i miss you guys so much , thanks for all the welcome backs . love you guys (: you'll know who i'm referring to if you said this to me . hahas

Outward Bound Singapore 17 August to 21 August 2009

2009-08-21T17:16:00.005+08:00

back from OBS (Outward Bound Singapore) , quite tiring but it was a fruitful trip seriously .
maybe i should post now while i still remember the things we did day by day .

First day 17 August 2009
carried or more like dragged my bloody bag to school , saw cx they all so we chatted for quite some time before they need to go up to class.
waited for the bus to come, boarded it when the national anthem was on and off we went towards Pungol jetty . reached there and i sort of like got 'isolated' not really larhs .
went back to join them then we split into our own watch (they call it watch instead of group because of some reason)
board the speed boat while others just board the normal boat which is slower i guess . speed boat marhs, so we all reached first lorhs .
btw, my group name is called RAJA (RJ) together with xy and our dearest instructor is LING . she's damn nice and knowledgable. we learnt alot of stuff from her .
RJ consist of : Nazrin, Xiyun, Sofea, Zijian, Ken, Gabriel, Abel, Ali, Teresa, Camile, Katzrn, Samantha, Afnah, Alifatun and zheng jie (some names might be spelled wrongly)
there's a total of 3 school in my watch, CHS, (CHIJ)KCGS, TKSS and HKSS , other schools in the camp will be like mayflower secondary and others. Hkss was the only neighbourhood school in my watch
waited for the rest to arrive before we start the ball rolling . started by sitting in a circle which was called 'circle of trust' .
everyone introduced themselves and we did some admin work like keeping our handphones, wallets and ez-link to Ling.
went to our store (our bunk where we put all our stuff) after that, which was the same building as Ghandi one, which is zy, yh, jj and davita's group .
did somemore admin stuff like counting the equipments making sure all is there , packing and washing them , then went down to get our lunch .
but before we got our lunch, we had to separate them as they gave us the food for 5 days .
the food was mainly made up of bread (butter bread, kaya bread, red bean bun, cheese bread and others) and biscuits (digestive biscuits, wheat biscuit, butter biscuit and many more) . isotonic drinks comes in powder, ovaltine, milo, coffee and chrysanthemum tea .
packed and separated everything before eating our lunch which was bread and biscuit .
went back to store and got our helmets and climbing harness and went down all the way . met up with Ling again .
we played this 'blindfold game' first which one person had to be blinded folded and brought along the way by the other person who's not blind folded, was together with teresa, she's really nice . it was pretty amazing and fun .
after that Ling taught us to wear climbing harness and helmet then we went up to MPH .
was taught about the things we have to say before and after climbing. the belayer and the climber .
5 person was needed for a climb (anchor man, climber, spotter, belayer and assistance belayer) . climbed the 'log wall' which is like logs that are split apart but i don't really know what its called
was damn bad when it was my turn cause i didn't dare to go higher -.- then this guy from CHS helped me up , thanks man . legs were damm wobbly by the time i got down.
when everyone finished and tried climbing already, took everything back to store and took our dinner out .
Ling taught us how to set up fire (using bricks and solid fuel) , cook rice (using fire) and many many things during our dinner . RJ was split cause some stayed to cook dinner while the rest went to pitch tent for the night , xy and me stayed to cook dinner together with sofea, afna and alifatun.
got everything done and ready just in time when they came back . ate dinner (rice, fish luncheon meat, baked beans and baked peanuts) and went back to our bunk to shower .
went down to MPH and waited for Ling , saw zy's watch and their dinner seems to be messed up or something .
anyway the rest played true or dare while i just watch . Ling came and we did things like sharing of feelings for the day and drawing lots for our phantom buddy and also writing journal .
the bell rang (recess bell, joking) for firedrill . so everyone gathered down at the exhibit area (i think thats what they call it) and was introduced to the director of OBS.
went to find our tent and slept when everything was done . shared tent with xy, sofea, afnah and alifatun
the mosquito problem at the first night wasn't that serious then

Second day 18 August 2009
woke up early in the morning , maybe around 5am . Put everything back into the store and went down to the exihibit area
did morning flag raising which was very different from school's because it was in silent mode, can ask me if you're interested to know .
played some damm funny games like 'beauty and the beast' and 'following the commands' followed by morning PT which was jogging and 5BX .
went back to store and packed our bags while some people went to keep the tent . packed lunch and brought our lifejackets out together with the whistle .
ate lunch first then we met up with our buddy watch 'Ghandi' but instead of kayaking like other watch , we're doing rowing of boats .
Ling together with their instructor Llewel did some explanation and instructions . helped to move the boats out which were super heavy .
unfortunately Nazrin injured his leg and went home because of the boat trolley. yh's shoe was super funny larhs. the first time he went down one sole drop, the second time the other sole dropped.
his shoe also quite useful, right foot sole smacked a lizard and left foot sole slapped a spider, quite hilarious.
we wore our lifejackets, checked it by forming a circle in the sea, make sure it can float and went on sailing , was super lousy at first then started learning slowly .
went to camp 2 jetty (which was some distace away, took us around 1hour or something) and did jetty jump which we need to jump down from the jetty lurhs. jumping down symbolise that we will get through all the obstacles we meet .
the seawater was super salty. yh's pants were working well like a float, very useful . went back towards somewhere near camp 1 and parked our boats then sat on the speed boat back to shore .
went to washup and got ready to do high element which was i think five storey tall.
didn't manage to reach the top but at least met my goal because i climbed more than half of it .
finished off everything at around 4 plus 5 . went to pack our bag into the bagpack given, did a last minute check and got ready to go trekking .
we treked for around 1hour plus to 2 hour before we reached our campsite . it was very tiring but everyone manage to trek finish . Ghandi arrived not long later. pitched the tents before sunset and the same people went to cook dinner, since we're not in camp 1 anymore, we made use of stones (very big ones).
dinner was maggie noodles with mushrooms . saw some weird things happening around but then shan't say about it .
everyone was located time slot for centuary (nightwatch) because this place was a public place so we had to ensure that there's no people trying to steal the boat or if there is any wild boar or dogs digging our stuff.
went to bed first and woke up at 1am to do nightwatch . waited for awhile then woke Ghandi's group .
some said they saw wild boar but i didn't lorhs., the most i heard was dog sniffing our stuff, so unfair ): !

Third Day 19 August 2009
a very suay day which i will not say why here, but can ask me about it .
woke up early morning at around 5 plus 6. ate maggie mee for breakfast together with sardine . can't believe i actually ate it but yeah .
packed our stuff and off we went for our trekking again together with Ghandi this time.
did some morning games and Ling told us about our main purpose for the day at the shelter somewhere 5mins from our original spot. was selected as the navigator i think (?) together with Gabriel . think i suck at it cause i did nothing .
we were working together with Ghandi to find a total of 8 checkpoints which will in the end tell us where will our next location for tonight's tent be .
we split up RJ and Ghandi again with each group to find 4 checkpoints, we took the furthest checkpoints i think .
walked and met up in between trips sometimes . climb up this hill which has a very very nice scenery, a piti i didn't get to take a snap shot of it. burnt my hand also ):
the slopes and roads were very jagged which was very hard and tiring to climb but we all manage to do it .
we managed to find 2 checkpoints with 1 fastforward checkpoint. fastforward means that we can skip one none compulsary checkpoint but we need to collect either 10 leaf skeleton or 10 rubber seeds.
wanted to meet up with Ghandi but they need to find another 10 rubber seeds to fastforward one of their station .
we went to help them look for it and eventually found it . waited 1hour 30mins before they arrived and met up with us .
the wait was damn hilarious , either when we talk to the people passing by us or because we made alot of jokes out .
when the other watch's instructor shemile (if thats how you spell it) walked passed, the bicep jokes were out, damm hilarious.
saw lots of stray dogs too which were very cute and i kind of thought of a funny story using them when i saw 2 dogs running together
walked to our last checkpoint with Ghandi . helped yh take his things and yeah we went on to the last checkpoint .
didn't really found it so in the end we had to do some 'tied hands' game which we eventually finished and got our last clue .
went on with the trek and finally reached our campsite about 30-45 mins later, it was directly opposite malaysia. pitched the tents before sunet again and the rest went to cook dinner .
the view there was very beautiful . the toilet there runs by solar panel lorhs. so wth hahas . btw this was the second day where everyone last showered . stinky man .
ate finished dinner , had some briefing for our next day's long experdition . RJ and Ghandi was mixed and grouped into 4 groups which represents 4 boats.
was grouped with zy, davita and jj in the end anyway . went to sleep and someone woke us up at 4am to do centuary again .
woke yh's tent after our duty and chatted till 5 before we went back to sleep, got aloooot of mosquito bites.

Fourth day 20 August 2009
very nice day , woke up and packed everything, changed and squeezed everything into the bag pack again.
ate peanut butter bread as breakfast . saw this cute little stray dog , and his colour is damm gorgeous larhs . looks abit like zy's sparky, very close to instructors , when we go near they'll run away lurhs .
saw that cute little dog swim from our side to the other side by the sea. damm cute .
anyways, boarded everything onto the boat at around 8am and everyone went up one by one . paddled from a diamond shape to many sorts of shape .
Ling and Llewel were on the sandpiper but far away from us . the whole rowing trip took around 7 hours .
had lots of jokes on the boat . davita soaked her socks into the sea and we started talking about tarek to prithpal and shaowei . dam funny
took some breaks in between and we were like competing . our final sentence use for synchronisation was '1,2,3 push' which was bloody funny . caught up with the 2 boats infront but didnt manage to catch up with the first .
after like finish 5/6 of the journey, everyone stopped and many jumped into the sea to chill out, or maybe for some business ?
llewel board onto one of our boats, manage to catch up witht he boat he was in lurhs, then he started pouring water at us. i only said i was innocent then he spray water at me :O ! sadly someone pushed him into the water, wanted to paddle away but too slow .
damn funny lorhs cause he swam up and took out the container and say " i still have this " hahas
pulled them up with the boat slanting to one side, like dam scary cause it looks like its going to capsize.
went on with our trip, were so tired that we ended up last . but this doesn't really matter because it was not a competition anyways. as long as everyone enjoyed its fine .
reached back to camp 1 at 3pm . went to keep the boat , wash it and also the oar .
Ling debrief us, we went to wash the lifejacket and finally , we get to shower ! it was damn relaxing .
packed our bags first then took shirts and stuff to shower, shiok lorhs ! felt damm clean and relaxing
the dinner at night was pretty amazing because Ghandi and RJ shared our food, but before that had a little bit of competition . didn't ate much for dinner cause the food wasn't enough i guess
Ghandi's instructor cooked something too. it taste really great despite all the ingredients are actually simple things we can find at the camp .
ate the dinner, felt like sleeping already but saw yz, vix and mulliana . chatted with them and joke around about yz, hmm hmm xP
went off to the corner to have debrief with Ling . wrote the things we want to tell our phantom buddy and finally went to bed .
spent some time finding the tent though . went into the wrong tent which is like so sorry . smacked like 15 + mosquito , 2 spiders and a few ants, i feel grouse . hahs . finally no more centuary duty, so shiok ! was too tired that i slept immediately when i lied down, couldn't even be bothered with people laughing so loud like maniac . slept all the way till next morning

Last Day 21st August 2009
woke up early early . went to clean up etc etc . then went down for PT . quite funny .
played games like evolution . 5BX again and others . Ling had to go to the dentist so someone else took over her, think her name is 'm. marine' or something .
packed things, wash tins and many many things . finished everything at 10.30am then went to MPH to do some things . wrote finish the journal, got back phantom buddy paper and we went to ring this bell that everyone has to ring as it marks that that we have completed the end of the whole course .
jumped like 5 times before i knocked onto it larhs . damn paiseh but okay i did it :D thanks for the encouragement from my watch, they're really very nice seriously .
though i can say the whole course was not entirely a happy one, but they're there when you need them to do things (most of the times) . and they can be so encouraging .
went back to take back our handphones and wallets then went to souvenir shop to buy souvenir. bought a black and white shirt, damm cute (:
had a final so called talk with Ling as she returned back to camp1. before we all depart from Pulau Ubin . said out all our thoughts and everything . paid the money for the lost things in the store which was $1.50, then went back to line up according to schools .
sang a birthday song for a birthday girl in english first, then chinese and malay . hahas
board the boat back to Singapore together with CHIJ and TKSS. the whether was kind of bad causing the boat to shake violently. Reached pungol jetty and took bus home to school .
was damm tired on the bus that i almost fell asleep . ate orange and it was sweet hahas, xb peeled for me :O !
vixson they all saw wild boar lorhs , 5 together somemore, he say the small one very cute, walao i want see sia ):
er ge came and carry my bag, like wooohooooo ! hands-free . went home, unpacked and washed
had a nice scumptious dinner with sichuan vege, beansprout and my favourite fish ! thanks mummy .

watched tv, hugged my penpen like omg i love her . bro came home early, told him what happened in OBS , bro said he saw wild boar that time, sian lorhs . hmmm ..
went tkd at night and almost fell asleep there . went home changed, wanted to watch tv but eventually fell asleep -.- !

took some photos at OBS, will post it up when i wash the film which will be quite some time later though .
took me 2 days to edit and post finish this whole thing . phew ! finally done (:

2009-08-17T06:12:00.002+08:00

Going for OBS later on , shall be away for 5 days . confirmed going like finally, wahahahas .
these few day's been such a angry day , reason being of all the things we have to bring and buy .
pissed off by every single things that i have to do, that includes i have to finish up my homeworks, not because anyone tell me to do but because i want to finish all my hw so that when i return my work load will be lighter .
will try to recall whatever happened during OBS when i come back . Hopefully this will be a happy and fruitful one.
Grouped with xy like as usual, quite expected now that i'm like always planned with her , but somehow shocked also larhs cause not 100% sure marhs .
yz and zy is both in different groups, kind of sad but last day everyone can combine so should be no big, like what yz say can keep meeting into each other and say 'hi' hah !
sms me if you miss me people ! but must tell you all first, will only be able to reply when i haven't reach the place or when i come back .
lots of misses ♥

summarise of these few days

Start talking about Friday ,
a pretty busy day , new style of physics teaching which i totally disapprove of . had AL meeting and did composition test .
interesting books i found in the library but didn't bother to borrow cause no card and things like that
JJC mentoring was kind of interesting, i guess . saw a cute little bird and started falling in love with it, but oh well .

Saturday's a pretty much shopping day i guess . tried to find long sleeve shirt , at cheap price of course but couldn't find it . nevermind then.
walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk . comet , harry potter and etc etc ?

Sunday's been up to no good . pratically cried my whole morning out , i bloody don't feel like going to obs now .
whats wrong with my life ? even people can say that xy's mum is damn nice to go out with her to buy shirts, and my mum don't even give a damn
fought with her so many times that i hate it now, i hate going , i don't feel like going anymore, no point at all !
i know its a waste of money, but its once in a while, why cannot . you've never buy my shirts unless special occasion also, is that too much to ask for ?
i spent $10 + and i never even claim from you, what do you keep scolding me . i'm just trying to make everything 100% sure . whats wrong with it
you just keep 泼冷水 at me . is it you don't want me to go or you just dislike me ? its so unfair
真是有口无言..

2009-08-13T16:13:00.002+08:00

if i have to choice to choose the personality of the person i'm going to befriend with, i'll be very happy to do so .
maybe people you interact with will never treat you 100% seriously or even truthfully , a lie to cover up for another lie is just a personality of what most people i know have .
i don't really think there's a must to be do things this way because who knows you might be indirectly hurting another person's feeling
you think you're being very nice to everyone around you, but did you realise that there are people being hurt because of you
if friendship have to be made up of 90% lies and dishonesty, i'd rather its never a friendship, because this kind of relationship should never be called friendship .
its more like police and thief relationship . if right from the start you meant this way, then should just say it . there's no need to make up a lie to deceive everyone around you , whats the point when it only makes people detest you ?
maybe you'll feel you have plenty of friend to ignore the other one, yeah maybe thats right . so be it , this kind of friendship are best not near me
hates it most when people say lie , not only that but make up another lie to cover up for this . whats the point of lying when you can say the truth, you're not a nobody, you think everyone will die without you ? oh please, you're not even their mum , not even considered a friend since you don't even treat them as any . get lost man

2009-08-11T22:24:00.005+08:00

" say hello , smile , say thanks and say please "

got it during assembly , damn lol . was playing with this 4 words with jh during the assembly, first time sit so behind and almost the last one . damn shiok !
anyways , mummy and daddy's back from malaysia and they bought this super nice 'wild ginseng honey' which is super nice, worth the try, can be bought in malacca , love it soo much hah :P
saw jiejie's friend's rabbit, bloody cute ehh . ok maybe it should be called snowy cute since its more of white and no red ehh . think its name is fluffy or something
should force myself to study no matter what , nothing about me is good now larhs ): feel so sad .
watching 命中注定我爱你 on channel u now , don't really know why i'm so obsessed with this show, but actually i only like the storyline , some sort larhs .
borrowed the disc ' 放羊的星星 ' and ' 敗犬女王 ' from 2 different person, wooohoooo ! might take some time to watch it so might not be so fast .
been recieving lots of unknown calls from different numbers , always calling at the wrong time. either because i'm in school or because phone was not with me, and i do not have the tendancy of calling people back when they miss call me unless its someone i know, so the person have to try more luck eh .

' The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want ' by Ben Stein
i hope i can decide what i really want cause i realise i'm really a bad decision maker ): i want to study hard, and in 2 years time when bro comes out from ns , i'll be a better person by then, persueing what i always wanted .

2009-08-09T01:29:00.002+08:00

forgot to wish bro happy birthday on 7th August , well Happy Birthday !

since its like 1.30am on 9th August now, Happy Birthday Singapore (:

just came home from aunt's house together with korkor, erge and jiejie . had fun with movies and jokes :D
they help bro celebrate his birthday again so i get to eat free dinner too :x thanks !
the crab today were fantastic larhs, that time mummy order one damn no meat T.T
anyways, we forced ourselves not to eat first but everyone got so tempted we decided to eat :P
didn't try to frog meat cause, i still don't dare to eat it . some day i will , just that i don't know when
finished the dinner then went off " shopping " , cousin bought cake for bro, chocolate fudge , quite nice . will post the picture maybe later today , and also went NTUC to buy snacks and drink . pissed , i found out a place where they sell whipped cream larhs, damn stupid -.-
went to video eazy to rent disc , i forgot all the titles except for "the game plan" . didn't manage to finish the show at first cause a little spoil but manage to finish on cousin's lappy .
played daiti and eat snacks until damn full . hmmm, love today , or maybe its yesterday . a wonderful day ^^
i miss mummy and daddy , somehow

2009-08-07T15:38:00.002+08:00

cute and funny show , ending might be quite sad though

see that dog ? its name is 小巴 , a stray dog but super cute (:

national day celebration today, sort of . i think every class except 3A enjoyed today, firstly cause its half day, secondly i think they had party or some sort .
wasn't in class for the whole day except maybe for temperature taking . went down to hall help out with don't forget the lyric .
think we really did nothing much , wished i was in class then . debrief and end , went home and slept , so damn song .
i'm sleeping so i can watch show till 1.30am tonight . shiok arh ! long weekend .

remember to do amaths, emaths and study okays (:

2009-08-06T17:05:00.002+08:00

updates for this 3 days

Tuesday i don't really remembered what happened, remind me can you ? (:
watched 命中注定我爱你 again . bloody nice, ok larhs not really very nice but quite not bad .

Wednesday was E-Learning . did i mention that i woke up at 7.30am ? ok nevermind, now you know .
saw someone's sms so just online and did my english in lets say 30mins ? anyhow scribbled ..
showered then continue with science . passed physics and biology , but chem do half way page not found, jz says its because it lagged . quite alot of people encounter this problem .
watched my show happily then saw sms from xy that chem extend till 3pm, was preparing to go out for co but nevermind, rushed finish it and went out .
cca as usual , bloody scared i don't know why . i seriously can't play well ):

Thursday which is today . bloody happy ok ok ok ok ! i passed amaths again, this time my score improved , i guess . 26/35, so happy. another free treat, i hope :X
got back physics too, and guess what . I PASSED PHYSICS FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS YEAR, ISN'T IT WONDERFUL ?
jiayou people, show that mr chan we all can pass . well , its back to failing physics for me anyway :X
and then, its surveys again -.-

half day tomorrow, can't wait lovely .

2009-08-03T19:13:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Ziyan

went to school and had to hold the cake, bloody hot today lols .
such a boring day today is. nothing much to do , all i know is i felt like sleeping -.- !
was so worried zy wouldn't like the present, but lucky she say she likes it . phew
can't wait for tomorrow's show on tv, which i've already watched finish 3 days ago :x ! hohohahahehe
sometimes it really sucks when people think they're so high above and everyone is nothing to them. think about it before you do any judgment for anyone, you're nobody towards other people, you certainly have to rights to choose their way of life, mind your own business and shutup , its not any of your problem 你根本就不是高高在上，不要太看得起自己，这世上是有报应的

" did i mention ... "

2009-08-02T13:07:00.003+08:00

wonderful day yesterday , celebrated bro's birthday at don't know what restaurant, don't remember (: !
think we ate over 20 dishes, bloody lot lols . and i'm like bloody full larhs . cousin went with us too
some dishes not bad but some weren't so nice i guess , sis didn't like the fish there . the view outside was so pretty lols , and i went to Bali yesterday ! not really larhs, can ask me why though xD !
played mahjong cause we decided to "party" , so cous came to our house and we played 5 rounds of it i think ? i only won once , hahahaha ?
after that cleared and i just fell asleep while cousin went home . i laughed like some maniac i don't know why also lorhs -.- ! lucky never drink any drink this time, arbo they'll think i'm drunk again ._.
okays time to study (:

PS , bro's birthday is not exactly yesterday, hohoho !

2009-07-31T21:19:00.004+08:00

finally watched finish 命中注定我爱你 thought will finish on saturday but finished way before expected .
weird ending , but overall i think the story line quite okays larhs . more of hilarious lehs , cause i laughed more than cry , hurhur :D !

did i mention this is so bloody lol ? taken from the show , its like made of post-its larhs lols

anyways, finally end of this week, damn tired this whole week -.- ! i wonder why ehhh !
can say my physics improved BY A LITTLE , chemistry deprove i guessed , so did biology .
quite happy with both my maths results and history results , now only waiting for social studies and chinese .
took chinese today and i bloody don't know how do , can't believe it lorhs , was very stressed up during the test i don't know why , so most probably this meant that i'm going to fail it already, oh well !

going to finish up " bedtime stories " thanks mrs ram for lending :O ! and then going to watch 甜言蜜语 and 法政先锋2 , but of course i'm sticking to the tv lurhs , don't have the disc for 法政先锋2 liao also -.- !

seriously i realise my post is getting more and more no link larhs, so can stop bothering to read my post (:

现在我终于明白友情是那么的脆弱
就好像一碰就会碎一样

2009-07-30T19:03:00.002+08:00

i love my penguin , not that 3A's penguin of course, though i can't deny i like her too larhs :x ok no link -.-
damm happy with my history test , quite unexpected cause didn't really study, something like consolation prize cause i practically failed all the test this week ): !
things are just go round and round , life's just like a cycle , happy things goes and comes , so do sad things .

2009-07-28T20:36:00.002+08:00

人生不一定会一帆风顺，肯定会有起起落落，不过一个人的人生是由自己去活，好坏也是由自己选择，如果要因过去而难过，不如为未来而努力呢
如果有的选择，我很希望我的人生能够重新活过

well, anger is all i have now seriously, but life still has to go on, i'm still thinking of how, and what
but it'll all be in the future, awaiting and realising, i'll wait and watch . maybe i'll just give up everything that i have now , if its really what i'm suppose to do .
truely amazing life, people get whatever they want just by giving in a little, pretty hilarious don't you think ? i'm amazed too (:

"hello , my name is pen pen , everyone calls me penpen . You may choose to call me penpen or pen pen . thank you ! " quoted from Yiqun , written on Yiqun's bro's lappy .

2009-07-25T18:51:00.002+08:00

its 25th july , means its someone's birthday ..

Happy birthday to meredith and xinni (: !
old old old, joking. hope you two are happy today

hah okay anyways, woke up bloody early today because had to run 2.4km early in the morning, such a nice bed to sleep on , but still had to wake up
went to school ran, almost fail but didn't , so grats myself for passing i guess .
went home, continue watch 命中注定我爱你, i'm watching so bloody fast that i think i'll have to borrow 2 parts from sharon the next week, hope its possible .
anyways going to watch 甜言蜜语 caused i missed today's and went to jurong point with yz
we really got nothing lehs lols, in 3 hours . bought those bottles, a free cocacola drink, thats all . thanks for the accompany though .
okays, i hate that movie cause it jumped and jumped ): ! i give up watching, hope tv comes out soon .
i want to watch harry potter and the order of phoenix ): sad .

2009-07-24T23:02:00.002+08:00

school as per normal, passed maths test , pretty happy but then again, not happy cause i could have gotten better if i studied harder ):
after school was IMM for shopping spree , or something like that
went with ziyan, jinghui, shumin, xiyun and chianhuei who joined us later at 3.30pm cause she got the zhu xiao zuo jia .
anyways, think we walked into minitoons like 4 times ? cause someone just had to buy sweet for 3 times :x , nah not really . thanks sm for her membership card anyways
zy's dad was damn cool larhs lols , kind of shocking, but anyway we bought sushi from ichiban sushi and we call it the appetiser :D
went shopping , bought most of the things we wanted except for one .. bought file to change for cca, like finally after 1 years , $2 for 40 pockets, think its worth it bahs .
had dinner at pepperlunch at 3.30 so ch can join us . pretty retarded cause i upsized to find myself regretting that i upsized ): ! extra $2 lehs , my meal was the most exp today can !
ok anyways, think we're pretty retarded -.- ! we laughed like mad lorhs, then all the jokes filling the air, so cold ehh .
went in to view disc, moonlight resonance cost $80 + full set larhs, omg man , so damn expensive so i forget about the thought of buying it -.- !
anyways, going to run 2.4km tomorrow, bloody hope i pass and it doesn't rain -.- ! watching the second part of 命中注定我爱你
after 18 episodes i finally cried larhs lols , damn dumb . hate that girl ): ! oh well , back to my show , byes people . lame post anyways

2009-07-23T19:49:00.002+08:00

today was sucha boring day, didn't rain in the end . great i guess
all form, co form teachers were not around, pretty nice i guess , but abit messy larhs
maths was damn troublesome cause change of classroom, damn ma fan lorhs , like need climb down and up again, and i always thought maths was so good don't need climb stairs ): !
chinese was super funny lorhs, the zhang laoshi, but like ehhh .. nevermind (:
english was like test again, don't even know what i writing, just wanted to finish it .
recess was super long queues larhs , wonder what day it is today . hmmm ?
the rest of the day was just normal i guess, except last lesson all 3 classes no teacher or something . or is it 3C has teacher ?
it was damn funny cause like return back to when we were in sec 2, when all english teacher never come, we simply jumped from one class to the other and the teacher didn't realise alot of us were missing :D !
how smart were we ehh ? can't believe i'm saying this , but i'm studying for physic test tomorrow, luck luck luck, i need them all ): !

sorry mere jie very lazy to go out, hope you had fun today . this saturday is a very special day alright

2009-07-22T20:49:00.004+08:00

today isn't such a good day but it started out quite well
literally today's suppose to be eclipse but we can't really see it in Singapore, mainly areas near China or Taiwan or something
woke up packed fried rice that mummy cooked then off i went , not to school of course its only 7.45am
went to yuhua market, tiongbahru bao to eat breakfast with jh, zy, ch and qh . i tell you all were late okay ! i waited dumb dumb there for 15mins ): !
oh well, lucky got tv cause i watched the eclipse tv show (: ! jh and zy arrive first lurhs, then eat. saw croakroach then change place, then the rest came
ate, laughed . super hilarious then went to buy drink and back to school . did duty, super tireing, but thanks to xn. she's great okays
lessons as usual, the only thing different was today is super cold, and i have o level chinese listening compre
it was stupid cause it was on radio on what 92.4FM ? then all the songs so sleepy lols .
everyone was more afraid that gary that he wouldn't make it larhs. then he still can walk slowly ._. people more kanji0ng then him sia lmao !
ok, the answers were all so close larhs, i donnoe what . maybe going to fail ?
bio test , history test . cca . nothing much actually . sucha bother

if things is going to be so difficult, i'd rather quit

2009-07-21T17:46:00.002+08:00

Today's sort of Racial Harmony day either officially or school only cause i don't really know, but they tell me its today so yeah .
Happy Racial Harmony day i guess . Today was sort of a total disaster. firstly must thank shumin first for lending me her traditional costume i guess
was bloody hot in the costume though but couldn't change till the very end . ok nevermind .
was very idiotic and crazy with jh at the foyer, hmmmm ? cause of the costume , its pretty funny hahas
things kind of ended in displeasure but there's really nothing to do also larhs. survey was dumb cause this is the 4th or 5th survey i did this past 2 weeks. so boring
didn't do 2.4 km run cause its bloody hot, the sun only started to subside like now ? and its like near 6 already, siao lorhs
watched harry potter the 6th with bro yesterday night, pretty much like it. laughed and cried, sad ending ): ! bad bad bad .
anyway my main point of the post is to ask something

meredith wee , will you be free this coming saturday ?
most probably not but i'm just testing (:

2009-07-18T18:27:00.002+08:00

bliss or bless ?
幸福并不不是永远的，就算你现在能够得到它，但是它随时都可能从你身边溜走，真正能够得到幸福的人是那些懂得珍惜它的人

finished watching part 1 of 命中注定我爱你 quite nice and funny . abit touching too (:
received sms saying that it is compulsary to wear traditional costume this tuesday , like sian ?
got PE 2.4km re-run and now this , how heavy is my bag going to be ? ): ! luckily managed to ask from yasmin and hopefully i can wear lurhs :O !

seriously, my lovely dearest jie's birthday is coming eh , cough* hope she don't read this part . got nothing to get for her larhs ! i don't know how to celebrate with her cause i doubt i'll be free that day also . hope she will have a nice birthday celebration (:

life has to go on no matter what , jiayou to me man , nightmares are just in dreams, i believe someday i'll get a beautiful dream

2009-07-17T18:55:00.002+08:00

命中注定我愛你

currently watching this show, thanks to sharon for the disc (:
this show was released last year but didn't really get the time to bother to watch it so yeah i'm late ( again )
quite a nice show, funny and yeah nice . but don't know the ending yet cause i borrowed the first part, should be able to finish it this weekend

school was tiring ! finally got 2 days to rest well, hope i don't fall asleep and yiqun please remember to study for all the upcoming test okays :D
byes people

2009-07-16T17:44:00.005+08:00

a week since i went to jurong point and i have yet wrote the complain, going to write when i go there but hopefully i'm going there soon okays
indeed true that 3A is getting more funny than ever , more bonding i suppose . but not exactly the way a class should really bond in .
no criticism about it cause its my class too (:

i'm feeling really tired man, keep wanted to call but i fell asleep time and again . really really tired and i have no idea why . i haven't been sleeping late that is
everyone's getting sick, either fever or sore throat, hope they all recover kays (:
they say that sec 3 life should be fun, enjoyable and yeah memorable , but with the influenza A flu going around, everything fun is cancelled, no fun , no enjoyment , just mugging and mugging everyday
can't life in school be nice at least like once a week ?! its so boring . seriously, when will things get better, school is boring agree ? i know you do xD
i want fun, laughter and joy ! omgomgomgomg , pleaseeeeeeeeee . pretty please ):
such pure rudness and insult

Nasi Pataya , lovely

fried rice with cucumber, love it

don't think my birthday is going to be a happy one this year, i feel so sad ): just want to celebrate it with my dearest friend but its going to be really hard i tell you

2009-07-15T07:52:00.001+08:00

2009-07-14T16:45:00.005+08:00

was feeling super sick this morning, probably running a fever now, don't really know cause i didn't really check or care lols , i only know i didn't want to go home
seems like a super survey marathon to me today can .
all i can say is today just isn't my day, i lost my tie first followed by falling down -.- stupid table moved forward, couldn't balance then fell ):
my ankle is like black-blue now ? super painful , hope it subsides tomorrow because every part of my body is acheing already larhs
my backbone problem is coming back after yesterday's 2.4km run , then now muscle pain also due to same reason, plus another ankle injured ): ! sad sad sad
its been very long since i injured ankle larhs, think it was months ago when i still went for taekwando ? still waiting for bro's leg to recover before i decide to go back to learn
felt so insulted man, bloody rude no manners brat all around . its alright if you don't care but just shutup , everyone has feelings okays, i kept quiet doesn't mean i don't care .
so bloody pissed off with it -.-
back to reality , can't see raymond lam till he gets back into singapore maybe for a concert ? hahas, i'm so going if theres one .

up till now, i'm still hoping for a true definition of friendship . life's getting really tired for me, you never know when people is putting on a mask to treat you , it really sucks
pretty upset this whole week through, don't need to ask cause i really don't know why . maybe my life is suppose to be filled with sadness cause thats my life, take it or leave it .
sometimes, thinking back to childhood, when was the last time i was sucha happy child ? when was the last time when i really enjoyed myself together with my friends ? don't even think i remember a time of me being happy . i missed those times, really .

2009-07-13T18:44:00.002+08:00

school again, feel so sleepy. did 2.4km run and i failed pratically again . couldn't even run anymore cause my gastric was in pain since the 4th round (?) then headache -.- so bloody
oh man , i totally miss lin feng . wonder when he'll be back, totally omg larhs ! he's so damn shuai, will be sucha pity if he really goes back into his father's business after his 30th birthday . will miss him though ):
should like thank alicafe cause they made a chance for him to come singapore you know ?! hahas ! i'm so in love with him ._. but now got more people support me, so hai shi okay de larhs .
hope he'll be back again this year okokok, this time i want a handshake, autograph and a hug , omgomgomgomgomg :D !
ok larhs, i know i'm dreaming, hug don't have nevermind , handshakes and photo with him will be nice enough (: !
consider good cause its the first time i 迷歌星 okays , i love hongkong to hell lols ! still sad cause i didn't manage to go with mummy they all 3 weeks ago T.T
anyway, that guy i saw on saturday when i was going home should be 90% sebestian lols, no wonder looks so similar ._.
i want to watch ice age 3 with korkor ! he no reply me , so sad ): !

Raymond Lam 林峰{♥}

2009-07-11T22:15:00.013+08:00

finally got one photo of him, grabbed from someone's blog but removed :x

hoho ! slept so well today man , woke up like 10am ? hahas . watched tian yan mi yu , but miss one part here and there .
showered change then get ready to go out around 3.30pm ?
reached Jurong Point earlier than i expected, around 4pm (?) so went to look around , found the stage for alicafe xD ! i didn't go there for that, i went there for raymond lam 林峰 ! woohooooooooooo !
bought 2 packets of coffee for $10 with free mug and spin-the-wheel. waited for cx and yz to arrive they bought theirs too then went to spin-the-wheel. yz almost got something again but nevermind .
we went into J.p to walk walk but walked seperate ways cause yz want to buy something . wanted to buy landyard but didn't find one nice one, omg larhs open 林峰's poster than the people kept asking us things lols .
walked around then decided to buy KFC for dinner . saw zhou chong qing and lin pei fen (Yes 93.3FM) at bossini so took photos awhile .
after finishing then went back to line-up for autograph bought teenage while yz came and joined us
then the two lady went to bathroom marhs, this auntie cut-queue when the guard split the line into two cause it was blocking the entrance
i shutup never say anything sia, then when yz and cx came back, securityguard say cx and yz they all cut queue, was bloody flared up cause we lined up for so long man, waited for 30mins and i carried their things for like so bloody long
the security guard sounded so arrogant larhs, as if he can work at jurong point very proud like that, simi sai lorhs .
since he so smart why don't implement a toilet for us , then can just eat shit and line up there isn't it .
bloody idiotic man . wanted to argue with the person but cx walk off -.- wasted . was super pissed with that guy that i walk and scold at the same time, blood lizhe say i damm siasuay ._.
idiotic man, totally going to complain about that guy. never use brain think one, people line up for so long you come only chase us off, you want to do your job yeah i know, but we also never do anything wrong man, bloody wanted to get the two person infront of us to be witness one sia -.-
we get into line, lined up properly and waited man, end up that 30mins i stood there was a waste, walao ?
that WOMAN totally damm idiotic larhs, still there laugh at us . you think you so good mehs ?
no pride at all , cut people's queue still can laugh . mei chu xi . call yourself a mother somemore, so rude , bu yao lian sia
totally hate this kinda people most in my life man, bloody rude, no manners and useless people .
i totally understand if you have difficulty in going toilet so naturally you don't need a toilet, but spare some thoughts for others cause not everyone has bladder problem.

okay back to the topic, waited for 3hours plus , from 5pm to 8pm before 林峰 finally arrived
If at the beginning never get chased to the back, would've taken 林峰's photograph liao lorhs, end up i no time to take have to go liao
nevermind, waited until 9pm then can go up stage hahas. cx's sis came in and sign . then her sis kept saying " he smiled at me " hahas, he smiled at everyone i think, very cute and shuai lorhs ):
we all got so stunt that our mind went blank LOL ! i couldn't even see the bloody stairs -.- then the stairs so high almost fell , lucky got one guy helping people down (:
walao, we almost got caught in tv alot of times larhs ! siam here and there lol . the couple infront got interviewed hehs .
finished signing then went down take photo but all very blur, so sad larhs ! then i was duper sad . i told cx " 我还看不够 " wuuu wuuuu !
we lined up for 3hours to 4 hours but only saw him for less than 2 mins T_T !
at least got his signature and smile receive a smile right, hoho !
the next time he's coming, i'm sure going man ! omg " YZ, ALFRED SO SHUAI ! HAHAHA ! "
林峰 is like so well loved larhs hahas, even aunties go for him lorhs ! auntie as in those so much better than the bloody no manners one, those behind us one were nice okays
ok took 174 and bus-ed home but was thinking of him like omg larhs ! my first time attending autograph session okay ! hahas ! love it xD and i don't regret it
bloody stupid, i wanted to complain at JP's website but they don't have that service there, means i need to bus down to feedback.
i'm sure going to complain bout this incident, just you wait

photos time ! ask before you grab these photos okay ! show some manners ):
all my baobei lai de xP

before everything starts, he looks shuai even in the poster !

the poster yz get larhs, so nice lorhs T.T

zhou chong qing and lin pei fen @ bossini

the queue

see it rained , thats why they couldn't put their bags down when they go toilet -.-

see, short people never ever get good views T.T

so blur

the most nice and decent one i caught ):

my poster :D

signature

the printed one LOL

small yet free cup

see ! its so small

videos

我看不够！Nglizhe better help me take one okay ? :D ! thanksssssssss ! ♥
seriously, i'm only interested in hongkong artist's autograph sessions more hahas, love them okay

{♥} Raymond Lam 林峰

2009-07-10T18:55:00.002+08:00

school as usual , amaths test so damm pekchek, minus-ed 4 marks. hope i pass ehhh !
hmt kana scolded for nothing ._. wasn't even asking how to do was just showing cx the question -.- whatever .
went along to jurong west with jh , zy and xy . before going fed the cute kitty which i seemingly seem to be afraid of
went there wanted to eat nasi pataya but 4pm start so ate mee soto share with xy . went to the saloon, i forgot the name again -.-
the 2 cut hair for around 1hour plus plus . then zy and me went walk walk then come back, said something bout that guy there . HOHO
they say i eat alot of sweet larhs, i ate 3 only. i swear ): ! went home on 187 saw alvin. saded by that cause i wana go one lorhs, i want the frasia ! but nevermind
got home, and zomg that stupid nglizhe . OMGOMGOMGOMG ! HE SUCK LA CANNN ! :X

raymond lam {❤}

2009-07-09T18:14:00.003+08:00

i got the lovely pink pencil case <3

hahs, heard that zy wanted it too but she didn't realise the teacher was giving out . soo sorry
today was sucha bore, was feeling totally tired from physic onwards, so became quite moody ): !
test tomorrow, good luck people !

i love my pen pen aloooot !

2009-07-08T19:17:00.002+08:00

sooo bloody tired, tired tired tired , i need some relaxing time and massaging T.T !

life's been pretty busy, to me . come home from school, then its tv and cooking dinner. cooking is still kind of the best way to while my time away while i'm bored .
homeworks and tests are all coming back, i hate the feeling of them but i can't help it but struggle to force myself to study harder ):
life isn't that easy ehh . more and more bad news i read from the newspaper lurhs, the news of a ns-man who died when he went back to the camp, a very sad thing lurhs . and then the taekwando incident i heard from mum .
i wonder why so much things are happening now in the world, i hope they'll be fixed soon ): !
chemistry test today was sucha-i-really-don't-know-how-to-do . despite someone teaching me yesterday ): ! rawrrr
amaths test is this friday, i hope i pass this time, like really pass with good and nice marks ): ! i'm so tired with my life man , so much feelings pouring to me at one time, i hate this feeling ):

2009-07-07T18:15:00.002+08:00

school was as per normal today, a little changed of timetables and seperating of tables which was really really stupid .
they shift the tables apart and i measured, the distance away is like only 20cm ? hah ! pretty lame okay, even billy agrees :X
recess was a whole table row, this class is so big so wth we all squeezed. it feels like primary school -.-
left class around 1.40pm (?) went off to canteen walk walk then went up hall get ready for 'O' lvl oral
don't know who say cannot bring notes to read so we kept it , then they say can . oh wth man, now i didn't read AT ALL !
but i doubt it would help even if i read. sian . waited 1hour 30mins before my turn . okayy, gary was irritatingly stupid but funny hahs !
we thought of so many funny stupid things lorhs, scratching of heads, etc etc etc xD ! ties , nose and ears. super funny (:
so pissed man, by the time it was my turn, it was so cold that my hand froze, and when they tested me. my fear adding to the coldness made me damm scared and i trembled ): ! so sweet man T_T
think i'm going to flunk it, but i think should be pass. border line most probably . sian sian sian . stupid ngjianxiang -.-

2009-07-06T21:49:00.001+08:00

oh dear, just remembered that 'O' lvl chinese oral is tomorrow ):
ohmannn, i hope everything goes smoothly and i don't get all panicky over no-big-deal ): ! shyttass

2009-07-06T16:10:00.002+08:00

grats sis on getting the Singapore youth award 2009, even though was just a representative
cousin's coming back singapore tonight, after like 6months ? haha . i didn't even saw her in real person for 6 months, not like my mum they all ):
life's just so boring, i've got nothing to nag about just that i am so bored . trying to think as positively as possible, but seriously if things around me doesn't change, its kind of hard to think positively, but i'll try . i promise (:
youth day's sucha crap ! should have told my bro that i want to watch Ice Age 3 larhs T_T ! why did i say no ? .
i love my penguin ):

2009-07-04T21:04:00.001+08:00

its soooooooooooo hot !
i so totally want to change plan but this so totally isn't working ):
i hate AXS machine cause they fool me T_T ! dumb toot hah !
nasi briyani is nice , watching harry potter now
still don't get why my post look so no-link and weird to me, ciaossss

yes ma'm

2009-07-02T19:19:00.002+08:00

goosh , today's been a long and tiring day . firstly cause some idiotic asshole did something which prevented me from sleeping on my bed causing me to have a bad sleep -.-
finally everything settled now , hahas . so happy mannnnn ! indescribable feeling but oh well, even if can describe also not your problem xD
okays, now that i'm done -.- shall do my homeworks, those bloody shirts wasted my 1hour for folding and sorting it . looks pleasantly nice to me lehs , hope its okay
ok byes (:
my post are short alright ._.

2009-07-01T17:57:00.002+08:00

school today, went to have breakfast with cx, xn, kl and endang . she's finally done with her quarantine hahas
my breakfast cost so much -.- so expensive mannn ! oh well, they were late ): waited i think 10mins uhhhh ? not sure lesser than 10 i think
ate finish then walk back to school, waited around then did duty, it was raining then xn need do flag raising, pretty sad but luckily it wasn't so heavy
she helped me do attendance then yeah it was bloody ma fan but kind of fun larhs, that mr radzif keep playing -.- !
the rest of the day was just randomly boreddddd , did chinese oral for SA i heard -.-
'O' lvls oral on the 7th June and Secondary 3 adventure camp is officially postpone , damn pissed but what can i do -.-

2009-06-30T17:42:00.000+08:00

i went such a long way, took bus and wasted my 2hours there .
what kinda service is this suppose to be, if parents are required why even bother to do queue number for me
doesn't seem funny to me if this was a kind of a joke, it pure dumb and stupid .
was so pek chek i simply squash the paper -.- bloody idiotic, if not for the renovation here i wouldn't even be bothered to go there -.-

2009-06-29T17:27:00.011+08:00

Picture updates and on-going for this 3 days

AYG opening ceremony rehersal

saturday, woke up showered then went off to west mall to buy some stuffs before school reopens .
met kailin there and got tricked by the dumb MRT top-up machine cause they moved and i didn't know and went one whole round -.- !
bought pens from popular then went off to comic collection cause kl wana buy some CUTE pens
went to wata... something, i don't even know how read it ._. still as bright as ever . went one dollar shop to find something to buy but bought nothing except green tea
went mrt there de fairprice to find what i wanted but don't have, so went back house there de fairprice, still don't have cause maybe no stock ._. so nevermind
went home to wait for mama for the camera , took it and left for school .
hear kl and her junior chat till 1.30pm before everyone arrive . board bus and went towards Singapore Indoor Stadium.
reached there waited awhile then finally went in . changed place , yada yada yada . joked aloot
the performance were quite okay and some are nice :D ! so yeah, ended earlier than i expected .
took photos on the way back then went home cause i was soooooo tired -.-

Dinner @ Tung Lok Restaurant

daddy was asking where we want to eat then finally decide to go tung lok marhs . reached there and then realise we were 30mins earlier
waited and went into arena club , i still prefer CDans (: waited waited and waited then went back to the restaurant .
ordered buffet A La Carte. i think we had 19 dishes including of dessert in all and it cost like $200 + for 6 people . quite cheap i guess
saw the alaskan crab / snow crab cause sis say it looks more like snow crab than alaskan
it doesn't move, causing us to be so puzzled LOL ! then wth when mummy say it doesn't move, it moves its leg O_O
so yeah , my weekends are quite not-so-boring to me

School Reopens first day

went to school early, was almost late but lucky never cause alot of people jam at gate to take temperature
thought go back class don't need take liao but still had to -.- ! did all the administrative stuff till like 9am then went for Amaths . changed of timetable yeah
was quite tired during amaths , but still manage to listen in class . 10am took 2nd temperature check then went off for the "torch-relay AYG"
thought what we were going to do but instead its kind of nothing to do cause i cannot see them run also , waited like 40mins but the run less than 10mins i guess
but still okay larhs cause its an experience anyway . went off for recess, ate hor fun cause no more mee hokkien ): !
then after recess went to meet mr yeo for OBS thing . then uhhhh went back to class for CME , so boring . cher ask me go in from front door so i went and knock O_O feel stupid
english was kind of boring also cause i'm falling asleep. maybe too used to mrs ram's teaching . ohboy i miss her. she says good luck LOL ?
biology was boring also cause no lesson, anyway also never bring textbook . took IC today and it looks okay to me, compared to what mummy say " you'll regret cause you're wearing ur school uniform " if i never wear tie, cannot even see i'm wearing school uni lorhs -.- !
but okay , the person ask me check my IC but until now i still couldn't check my thumbprint ! hmpff !

Friday

AYG opening ceremony ticket

broccoli mushrrom

the very not-up-to-standard chilli crab

bah kut teh @ Thomson

zhu jiao

Sunday

beijing roasted duck, not the traditional one

so called sharkfin

drunken prawn or something

chilli crab, nice nice just that very small

LOVE THE SALMON! damm fresh, niceeeeeee

cold plate, jellyfish & char siew and chicken, very nice

fried sotong, nice :D

fried youtiao

fried fish, not so nice

3 cup chicken, quite tasty

scallop fried with bamboo shoot

yang zhou fried rice

sweet & sour orange chicken, abit hard

mushroom stir fry with spinach

some beancurd wrap with man tou

yee mee

chicken wing, quite dry but quite crispy

Chocolate Ice cream

Herbal Jelly

Sago Honey Dew

The long forgotten fish, they keep forget to serve it but it was actually quite nice (:

2009-06-28T21:59:00.001+08:00

AYG's rehersal opening ceremony yesterday
dinner today at tung lok restaurant .
shall updates photos when i have time tomorrow cause it'll probably take 2 hours (:
school's like starting tomorrow, somehow like it to reopen and somehow not .
and together with the on-going H1N1 cases increasing, this really sucks man . but then school might be able to control my time over computers (:
met sicko and got disgusted the first time in my life, like ohmygawd , but oh well . i got it under control (:

2009-06-26T17:32:00.003+08:00

Just love 2

watched another 6 episodes of "Just Love 2" still watching . mummy seems more addicted than me okay !
total moodless , nothing to do , nothing to think about ): ! sian, bored and nothing .
my brain is totally empty, nothing to dooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sian .
haissssssssssss ! life's so boring ): don't feel like going out either, nothing liao lorhs . what a dumb holiday
i need someone to talk to man , desperately

2009-06-25T21:38:00.002+08:00

understood the true meaning of moodless

today's been a total tv day cause i watched a continuous 6hours of tv drama .
completed a whole of 12 episodes of 老婆大人 , Just Love 2 .
and i'm going for AYG ..

2009-06-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

Tan Chun Xiang welcome back to Singapore

i miss you ):

hope she doesn't get quarantine .
woke up by quarrel this morning, bathe and went to sinmin road/thomson road to have bahkut teh, still taste as nice as ever .
stupid croackroach walk underneath that dumb table, chua tio sia -.- ! super dumb .
got travel sickness and i hate it ): ! will post the pictures maybe tomorrow .
recieved 2 calls from teachers . super lol i guess . was suppose to tell everyone but seems like no one understood my sms -.-
boring, tired & freaked out . suddenly thinking of burnie lol ._. oh well, its been months .
everything's just so weird now

2009-06-23T18:03:00.012+08:00

ahah ! daddy mummy and sis home . hurhurhurhur ! i got presents , some sort called presents heh

freshly taken picture see the date? xP !

thanks daddy and mummy

loved the cute little pink penguin from ocean park and also that round panda but it was bro's ): ! oh well one is enough xD
a new shirt that looks weird , a shoe that was suppose to be my school shoe but doubt they'll approve so im going to wear as sport shoe, bracelet and many many many things !
daddy took photo of the panda, omg love it like hell ! but they're like pigs, all sleeping lol .
mum bought this shoe and i love it but don't have mine ): ! oh well, there's also make-up things and mask :O !
tried the mask and omg la doing mask is so boring -.- i nearly fell asleep but mummy just stare and say that i do mask till fall asleep so i eventually woke up , i slept 10minutes okay !
okay , maybe cause i'm really tired . really really tired ):
the cake i baked sucks , the "mousse" became pudding but still nice :D ! the only successful thing i made bah .
ohmygod larhs, i totally regret not agreeing to going that time, that bloody beijing trip cancelled out of nowhere ): !

tried making terriyaki chicken but looks more like lor chicken

was bored so tried this not as nice as the ones nancy they all make

i love that jacket but its not mine ):

someone changed a new phone uh huh uh huh

pathetic maggie mee, so i added something :O became my brunch

the awful cake -.- more like some stones larhs

my "mousse" pudding

all plated with chocolate

using this :D

the ending, lol super messed up cause i just dump everything in -.-
like bro said, sis sure laugh her hell out one

mum showed me the ocean park ticket

pink penguin and the ball panda see see see !

cute little feets

cute little lump of feet lol

i love this

caust its jagabee :D but too salty

the bracelet

masks

my penguin conqueer the tidbits ): never share one sia

i flipped it away, nah joking :P

the foundation, wth la pink is so cute

this is nice, but its not mine xD !

the photos all here , from last thursday to yesterday , up-to-date .

love it love it love it , had father's day celebration today, but sis never come -.- oh well, my cake can be eaten but mummy no teeth ahahaha ! i laughed man :X ok mean lol
hmmm, webcam with cousin just now O_O i talked less than 10 sentence lol , she's gonna help me buy shoe , yayness . thanks (:
okay nothing much lalala, byes LOL

2009-06-22T20:08:00.003+08:00

was pretty excited today cause i was gonna bake my first cake for father's day , though its late but daddy's not home yet right
went out early in the morning to buy flours and things for baking, then finally found someone to go westmall with me , wlq :O ! she's my maria for the day
found the things i needed in NTUC and Fairprice at MRT station there then went back to find xy , borrowed equipments from her, thanks . while lq go change
went to my house then started baking , it was hideous . the first one was super unsuccessful thanks to the " super good english " recipe
tried again and it was half successful larhs, bro says cause i bought the wrong flour wth -.- ! its expensive lehs ._. !
made the whipcream and everything, then lq need to go home liao . bro came in kpo then tell him whip the cream , who knows i spoilt it -.- !
bloody shit, so the cake was super horrible and i cried ): ! dumbass , my first failure in cooking like omg larhs -.- !
so i didn't make do with the whipcream, instead the "mousse" so called larhs ._. ! so now the cake is in the fridge freezing, made 6 cups of funny looking things O_O
will post pictures tomorrow . thank you maria for the day (wongliqing) she's kinda the saver and sorry for the flours flying around .
counting down , can't wait and i don't wish for school holidays to extend !

2009-06-21T11:54:00.003+08:00

Let's start with some lovely wishes first alright ?

Happy Father's Day

to all daddys in the world (:

woke up and called mummy first thing in the morning , just when daddy wanted to call home also
wished daddy happy father's day , and you should be guessing why i'm calling ? cause they're currently not in Singapore now , and oh boy i miss them even though i will want the presents too :x
chatted with daddy awhile , hmmm i couldn't believe i actually wanted to cry , don't know why i always seem to cry when i call daddy when either they or i am oversea .
i cried last time when i was in india too and that was when i was talking to daddy , of course i cried when talking to mummy and bro too lurhs
miss them ): been counting down from the day they departed from Singapore , oh boyyyy !
can't wait to see lovely pictures of macau and hongkong , cousin sure brought them to many place one lurhs !
envious, but what can i do ? i got tricked that time thinking i will go Beijing which eventually turned out to be cancelled because of some swine flu
speaking of swine flu, the situation seems to be getting worst , i hope nothing happens okays .

well , i'm supposed to study but i just can't get my eyes on the homeworks , my homeworks are just beside me but i'm just not bothered to do ): !
things to buy before holidays ends : File for homeworks , files for cca , shoes , bag for my outings , new shirts and a new jacket maybe (?)
life's boring, suddenly urging to go shopping but what can i shop when i'm broke ? did i mention i was broke ? yeah i am broke, seriously broke . quite saddening haha
ohhh well , counting down okays ! misses ):

2009-06-19T19:28:00.009+08:00

ok , first thing first . something to say

Happy Birthday Cousin

she don't read blog but oh well . . they must've so much fun today , envious

woke up very very early today, just to prepare breakfast for bro , i'm sucha nice sis hor ?
joking , first cause mum asked me to if i'm able to , second i don't know i just feel like it (:
the weather was dumb cause before i went out it went pitch black and rained, but when i was downstairs it almost stopped raining, and gosh i kept all the shirts in . this always happens -.- ! weather forecast are not trustable i tell ya
so i said went downstairs right ? i meant went westmall with xy that crazy woman commented on my hair like super dots ._. ohhhh well .
reached west mall 10minutes earlier than supposing time , bought ticket for ' Ghosts of Girlfriends past ' recommended by ahhh ben xD !
wanted to watch ' i love you , man ' but it was NC 16 , pretty sad horhorhor ?!
walked around then buaytahan so went in . sat sat sat , someone smuggled something . hurhur
movie started and i started scolding that guy bustard since beginning of the show like rofl !
my nachos flew in the middle of the movie, damm pekchek and none was left so can't be bothered :x
this show's nice cause i didn't cry , like finally (: but yeah, its abit bimbotic but okay , i'll rate it 7 over 10 stars .
movies nowadays don't catch my eye anymore , not like in the past i can go crazy over movies ):
went walk walk and went NLB , spent a long time to find some books but i still couldn't find what i wanted, very sad i know
went old changkee bought some food followed by shopNsave, finally found the creams (: !
i'm a really nice sister ok , i shared my food with my bro even though he's not home yet . as in another bro
yawns , time to read the book just in time for something special :D ! good days people

you suck , like seriously

2009-06-18T18:04:00.002+08:00

tagged & ~~sabo-ed~~ by the little teddy bear :x
like seriously this type of quiz's question getting more and more common ):

100 truths
1. Real Name: Ang Yi Qun
2. Nickname: angyiqun (?)
3. Age: 14 years 9 months and 15 days old
4.Horoscope: Virgo
5. Male or Female: Female
6. Elementary: People Association Party (PAP) 148 and 180 :O
7. Middle School: PRINCESS ELIZABETH PRIMARY SCHOOL (:
8. High School: Hong Kah Secondary school ._.
9. College School: No idea, will inform you when i get in :D
10. Hair colour: Blackish-brown
11. Long or Short: Long
12. Loud or Quiet: Loud
13. First Kiss: Never
28. First Pet: None unless fishes are counted but i've been seeing them like since i was born ._.
29. First Big Vacation: Never
30. First Love At First Sight: Never
o31. First Big Birthday: Never
32. First Surgery: Never
33. First sport you joined: Swimming
34. Orange or Apple juice: Orange juice unless the apple really nice
35. Rock or Rap: Rock
36. Country or Screamo: arh ?
37. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: don't know any
38.Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera: dislike both i guess
39. Night or Day: Night
40. Sun or Moon: Cloud
41. TV or Internet: Tv
42. Playstation or xbox: Both is best
43. Kiss or hug: Hugs
44. Iguana or turtle: Turtles are cuter
45. Spider or bee: hate both -.-
46. Fall or spring: spring bah
47. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
48. Soccer or baseball: Baseball is super cool
49. Eating: Air
50. Drinking: Medicine
51. Excitement level: Down to the lowest
52. I’m about to: Call someone
53. Listening to: Tv , Lu ding ji , lovely show
54. Plan for today: Eat, shyt and die
55. Waiting for: Something amazing to happen
56. Energy Level: Down to the lowest
57. Thinking of someone: maybe, yeah, think so ?
58. Want kids : Should be ?
59. Want to get married: Most girls would love to isn't it
60. When : How the bloody hell i know -.-
61. How many kids do you want: No idea
62. Any name on the mind: huh ? chunxiang
63. What did you want to be when you were little : Superwoman
64. Careers in mind: Interior designer
65. Mellow future or wild: wild
66. Something you would never try: Smoking , drugs
67. When do you want to die: when i think its time to go
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes are shiny
69. Romantic or Funny: Both is sweet
70. Shorter or Taller: Taller is better
71. Protective or Caring: Both is nice
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both is okay?
73. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Arms
74. Sensitive or Loud: Loud is better than sensitive
84. Broken someone’s heart: Yeah
85. Had your heart broken: Yeah
86. Been arrested: No , not crazy
87. Cried when someone died: Yeah ):
88. Liked a friend more than a friend: guess so
89. Do you believe in yourself: Nope
90. Miracles: No , but i wish it does happen
91. Love at first sight: Yeah but not entirely
92. Heaven: Yes
93. Santa Claus: Nope, i never get present on christmas one
94. Tooth Fairy: Nope, i tried putting it but i get nothing ):
95. Kiss in the first date: Nope , not even a first date
96. Angels: No
97. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now: Yeah , but not bothered
98. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now: Yeah but not entirely
99. Do you believe in God?: not really
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people :
Not interested to tag people cause mostly done or don't want do one

2009-06-17T15:57:00.002+08:00

changed many things today (:
not say really alot larhs , but mainly got to do with computers .
bro reformatted com like yayness but he also washed away all my important things -.-
whatever lurhs , i manage to control my temper , normally i would go crazy when people delete my things without asking but oh well -.- not like i can ask him to re-reformat the com right
changed blogskin and this blooody skin wasted lots of my times ._. changing codes and stuffs and a error causing whole skin to be ruined and everything
father's day coming and i wouldn't be able to celebrate with daddy on the actual day , hope they have fun . though i really wish i could tag along ):
dear oh dear please make sure nothing happens . need to get down to studying once again lurhs !
TAN YI TING REBECCA , i said your name correctly heh ! cheerup kays ! don't feel down , we could always study together , we're all there for you yeah, just like when you were there for me (:
i seriously miss that lovable tanchunxiang, oooh you two have same surname like lol ._. ! tanxiaoyun also same surname lehs ! LOL !
okok, things ought to be back to before school holidays, i've gotta study study study :D i wish everything could go back to normal

2009-06-16T10:11:00.014+08:00

injured my muscles badly so i couldn't really post yesterday

anyway, yesterday was the 15th which is chunxiang's birthday . she's in malaysia right now so i don't know if she saw the sms ):

Happy Birthday Chun Xiang !
she's old alright

woke up early and showered, then went to have early breakfast with mummy and daddy . ate my favourite then went up again .
waited for mummy to come home to tie my hair cause its bloody hot , in the end just called her up cause it was so late already
went out , took mrt to JE waited for the rest ( cy, sharon, junhua & zachary ) then headed towards pasir ris . reached in like 1 hour and then change to 403 and went to PA chalet
didn't really know where to alight so cy went to ask the driver
walked in and saw nancy then played cards , ate sandwhich and went to the playground then went cycling together with nancy and her cousins i think ? stacy and flora . all very friendly :D
cycled from pasir ris park to aloha loyang there then back , bought drinks and off to the playground to play .
went back like 3.30 then played awhile of cards and went to help out to set-up the bbq stuffs
the charcoal was bloody cute lol . looks like walnut :D ! fire started and those people next to our bbq pits are mentally siao ._.
bbq-ed and stuffs . pretty nice food , love the enoki mushrooms wrapped with bacon and someone can't stop eating her chicken wings lol
chatted, joked and found out somepeople was ghey and stuff . nancy's family are really damm funny lurhs, sucha happy family
sirong and yongyun came and yeah , ate but they left not long after . muscles pain like siao so mummy call if i want her to drive me home i just said okay .
mama came, sis tagged along and took video ._. in the dark . totally lol . ok my muscle was so painful during the ride home .
reached home changed and went directly to sleep , like wtf man my leg so pain that it woke me up a number of time . good thing its much better now after spamming a whole bottle of medicated oil on my leg at midnight ._.
now my back is more painful than ever.
sorry jie couldn't go see bobo and you ;O

love the stylo door

swingy bridge

matrix ?

the very lol swing

the little boy was cute ;O !

the walnut charcoal

2 monkeys

this guy looks like yh lurhs

what you said is totally different from what i heard

2009-06-14T21:00:00.006+08:00

some auntie asked me to do this ): ! ok joking hahas, she ask me to zi dong so i do lurhs
didnt do the first part cause i did it before liao , so yeah the second half of it

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Mocha
2. Last phone call: ngjianxiang
3. Last text message: okay, thanks (:
4. Last song you listened to: zui jin hai hao ma by SHE
5. Last time you cried: last saturday 6th June , don't bother asking how i remember

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: Nope, not even once :D
7. Been cheated on: Yeah, pretty countless but not as in those kinda cheat lurhs
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nah, never kissed anyone
9. Lost someone special: yeah i guess, a friend whom i used to trust alot .
10. Been depressed: lots of times
11. Been drunk and threw up: never allowed to drink much

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. sky blue
13. hot pink
14. purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: No eh , pathetic hor ?
16. Laughed until you cried: haven't yet
17. Met someone who changed you: nah , this could never happen
18. Found out who your true friends were: half-half bahs
19. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah , bad things counted ?
20. How many kids do you want to have: wth -.-
21. Do you have any pets: fishy, but im not the one taking care of it
22. Do you want to change your name: Nope, i'm a filial kid and i love my name (:
23. What did you do for your last birthday: Nothing much , celebrated belated birthday with dearest meredith
24. What time did you wake up today: 9.45am
25. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping
26. Name something you CANNOT wait for: I can't wait for myself to get really good EOY results

Above were done on 140609

27. Last time you saw your Mother: 7pm , i tied her hair pretty pretty ^^
28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Happiness
29. What are you listening to right now: 93.3FM
30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope, don't even know a person named Tom
31. What's getting on your nerves right now: This quiz ?
32. Most visited webpage: Blogger
33. Whats your real name: Ang Yi Qun
34. Nicknames: angyiqun , they just love to call my full name ):
35. Relationship Status: Single
36. Zodiac sign: Virgo :D
37. Male or female: Female
38. Elementary: Princess Elizabeth Primary School and i love it to hell
39. Middle School: Hong Kah Secondary School , but i still love my primary school more
40. High school/college: Wait till i get in before i tell you okay
41. Hair colour: Brownish black
42. Long or short: Long
43. What do you like about yourself: Lame
44. Piercings: do you mean by the number ? if its number its 2 ;O ! why am i even telling you
45. Tattoos: Never ever going to have one
46. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
47. First surgery: Hmmm , big ones don't have . small one like stiching , it was years ago when i was very young
48. First piercing: when i was in kindergarden, 6 years old (:
49. First best friend(s): Koh Sau Fong ):
50. First sport you joined: Swimming
51. First vacation: Malacca
52. First pair of trainers: who would remember such things

RIGHT NOW
53. Eating: Air, oxygen
54. Drinking: Air, oxygen and carbon dioxide
55. I'm about to: Finish this quiz i guess
56. Listening to: I THOUGHT I JUST SAID ? 93.3FM
57. Waiting on: on foot ? what talking you

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids: yeah i guess so ? lame sia
59. Get Married: Most girls would want to right
60. Career: who wouldn't want . Its your own money

WHICH IS BETTER :
61. Lips or eyes: Lips
62. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
63. Shorter or taller: Taller
64. Older or Younger: Older
65. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
66. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms
67. Sensitive or loud: Loud
68. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
69. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
70. Kissed a stranger: which idiot does it
71. Drank hard liquor: Yeah, red wine, bloody strong that i pour into bro's cup :D
72. Lost glasses/contacts: Yeah, pretty amazing
73. Sex on first date: zzzz
74. Broken someone's heart: Yeah, my family's
75. Been arrested: i'm 100% guai thanks :D
76. Turned someone down: Yeah -.- and i'm more than happy to do it

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. Yourself: No
78. Miracles: No but if i'm really hoping for one i would
79. Love at first sight: No
80. Heaven: Yeah bah, i believe grandma is there ^^
81. Santa Claus: Nope, who would fly around on a raindeer ):
82. Angels: Nope

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
83. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope
84. Did you sing today: Yeah -.- lol
85. Ever cheated on somebody: No
86. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: Back before that accident happened
87. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: 3rd April 2009
88. Are you afraid of falling in love: Yeah i guess
89. Posting this as 90 truths: yeah -.-
90. Love yourself: No

2009-06-14T17:12:00.003+08:00

" SINGAPORE has confirmed seven more cases of H1N1, bringing the total number of confirmed cases here to 34 " quoted from StraitsTime

H1N1 is getting really bad ): ! 17 discharged left with 17 in hospital conditions remains stable . alot of them returned from Melbourne
walao , i hope this situation doesn't get worst lurhs, i want to go camp one , and and daddy mummy and sis still going on holidays , don't spoil the whole holiday mood ):

okays , seriously i like to plan things but when things doesn't go right for me, i practically hate it like hell . beg you don't give me any more trouble or situation , all these is tiring enough that i need my rest .
hope people who contracted swine flu to recover well and fast , i hope its not so deadly in Singapore man .
this holidays' been a hard work and bore , nothing much to do yooo ! with all the swine flu disease going around , no one's having an ease at heart to go oversea .
hopes this epidemic ends soon :D ! i would love you to death if you go away xD
seriously, this post is a crap larhs, don't bother reading :D but if you do read till here , THANKYOU FOR READING THIS LAME POST . ok lame :D

2009-06-11T19:15:00.002+08:00

updated wishlist, removed many many wishes .
i don't ask for more just these few , i know some are entirely impossible {:
it feels great after showering , man am i tired, going to sleep when my hair drys

hoped that everyone will enjoy the rest of their holidays
if i could make a wish that could come true . .

2009-06-11T15:37:00.003+08:00

Yiqun is tired !

oh boy, its finally no more school day , officially my school holidays !
most of the things are settled so only left with a few things :D !
going to watch the opening ceremony of the AYG on the 27th , yoyoyo
so okay start with today, was so tired i didnt even hear the alarm , was almost late yeah but lucky i wasn't
reached school and the auditorium arrangement was funny ? lol . had amaths all the way till 11.45am , was suppose to be early dismiss but i didnt manage to finish my work , so blahblahblah !
went for lunch with maggie mee ? the laksa kl recommend was not bad yeah . went to buy bubble tea and wedges, share with kl
bloody those guys damm rude -.- and that wedges fell on my hand and it eventually became red from the hotness omg -.-
went back to school , it was sandra's birthday . they gave her cake but the way they arrange is weird ..
they started asking her to make wish then cut cake . where's the candle ? THEY DIDN'T BLOW IT HAHA ! lol , ok larhs in the end they flew it :D
investiture practice was so-so , very hot and tired . was telling mummy i might get a fever from how hot my body temperature is * the temperature i take everyday are fakes cause i took it out from my mouth
said happy belated birthday to yingying, the other one . then she said over long ago. so sorry T.T !
everything was suppose to end but mr razak wanted to test the pledge and pupils creed. walao eh , i forgot everything .
to think no one believed i had stage fright ): ! it really sucks man .
went home and drank dearest mummy's greenbean soup . simply delicious, love it !
the rest of the holidays might be just staying home . see how things goes first .
btw, thanks to those whom cheered me up yesterday ^^ no need say names cause i guess you all know who you are bahs .

2009-06-10T20:45:00.003+08:00

im black, im tan and some say im having sunburn ): !

went NTUC early morning but cannot find what i wanted -.- ! i helped an auntie (:
went to amaths and had lessons till 10am, the whole co camp was a mess !
thanks to kl for helping me buy my bubbletea if not i think i really get sunburn liao lorhs
the amazing race was weird because each group only had a few people, but nevertheless i must thank yh for helping me think of some game :D !
after that played the game i played at councilor training yesterday , well i guess it really failed cause i doubt anyone even enjoyed ?
waterbomb next, wth the most scariest thing happen -.- siao man !
lunch was maggie mee with almond milkshake, i really love almond , try thinking of making something to do with almond for my birthday , joking
went back to school and had co practice all the way till 5.50pm then went somewhere with rosaline, manage to reach school by 6.45pm
everything was in a mess lurhs , dinner was quite nice . then went to take photos and debrief, giving of "suvenior" to seniors but the prizes was LOL !
kind of tired now, really to tired to go on liao lorhs . i need my rest , i need a whole month of rest ):
i really need a shoulder to cry on , wo hen lei ):

2009-06-09T19:08:00.004+08:00

lol @ jonas's happy meal toy ! its ubber cute i guess .

long and busy day alright , woke up at 7.30am, had to drag my feet cause i really don't feel like waking up
nowadays can't even sleep well throughout the night, confirm will wake up and run to papa's room to sleep ): !
went to school , reached around 8.55am cause xinni says cher say 8.45 must reach but not everyone there lorh ! walao i walked quickly sia lol
started out with the so called " amazing race " from stations to stations , was with xinni, yanhong, huiling and jianhong .
was super funny at the latecoming place, and it was soooo embarrassing when mr razak wanted to test one by one larhs, i hate my stage fright -.- my legs turned wobbly after i went up the second time lurhs.
next was teambonding, super weird .__. the sitting was not sitting at all . went to play some "wet-game" quite okay and funny (:
the cleaning up was a total mess hah ! lucky wasn't really wet except that alvin put some shampoo on my hair -.- !
lunch was old chang kee, kinda full after eating so the souel garden trip was eventually cancelled .
chatted outside school for like 45mins before deciding where to go -.- finally ended up going alvin's house.
walao eh , that alvin really good storyteller, wo hen pei fu ta . still remember how he said the story during sec 1 orientation, lol
went there play tai di , who's the richest but play till sian then did those "romance counting" super lame .
went home around 5.15 lurhs , reach home dinner and walao im exhausted ! don't feel like going to school tomorrow T.T !
i love amaths and i don't want to miss it lehs, but looks like i don't have a choice now ): !

2009-06-08T20:38:00.005+08:00

Long long day today, somewhere around my back is aching, so painful !

almost overslept today, luckily woke up . walked to school saw nancy and i got free ride ! a less than 1min ride lol !
practice all the way till 12pm then went to have lunch with bear and xb at mac. ate mcnugget and bought milo mcflurry, not bad ehh !
went back to school and roflmao, the securityguard ask us our temperature, bear said we came earlier before and took, then i was like " yeahhh " with the icecream LOL ! then wth i walk half way then remember i didnt took temperature cause i took the car ride in, NO WONDER !
saw kl and omg la she go peel her skin, a bad thing to do !
tompang lift cause mr chan went in hoho ! who cares lurhs xD ! reached humans room and looks bloody cooling ._.
i swear i hate collecting money so accountancy is never in my dictionary (: don't really understand a crap this physic lesson about, all i could understand was that mr chan had a loud voice !
that bear keep kidnapping my xiaobai ._. ! bad bad bad . hurhur , i said obs was a big deal in her life that she went crazy :X !
mr chan released late lurhs, bloody always call my full name -.- ! fine la, i finish my work and i get to go off (: like 40mins later than the suppose time ?!
the guys go close the "gate" and that thing was super dusty and heavy larhs ! took the lift down again, got teacher sia but she never scold. nice nice :D ! yh squeezed in also, wth la lol .
was saying imagine someone says " HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! " when the door opens cause obviously someone pressed the lift button of every floor , something i love to do when im bored :X in school only la lol
went home prepare dinners ingredient, too lazy to cook so asked sis to cook, she didnt reject so yeah. curry for dinner .
did planning and printing of cca things all the way till now sia ! arghhhhh ! ): suddenly hols passes to quickly

2009-06-07T14:20:00.003+08:00

Yiqun promised mama to do something before holiday ends (:

hais , suddenly feel holidays are good . my feelings are so damm weird hah ? last year i said i wish school was here, but now i can't bear to go to school anymore
conflicts , everything . kind of like some joke thats trying to trick everyone hurh . pretty hilarious i would say.
next week's going to be a really busy week . good luck to me man , blahblahblah . i'm sooo bored hmmm
sometimes things just don't go the way you want it to be , thats life , pretty much . get used to it because its life , reasoning doesn't always work because it just makes matter worst :D

2009-06-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

fell deep deep into the hole , mian lian jian ren .
anger of tears man , look how angry i am now !

2009-06-06T18:06:00.002+08:00

great , thing settled, bloooody hell .

went queensway with xb, that lor ba ._. was forced to take bus larhs, lucky never get motion sickness ^^ !
hate people to use money to throw at me ._. stupid lorhs lol .
oh well , walao eh that shopping centre was shopping mall -.- ! diao diao diao ! then went don't know which mall, two storey only ._.
went ikea play play walk walk , ate . walao ehhhh that xb made me walk round and round to find her hahas ! okay boring larhs, went home yada yada yada .

2009-06-05T20:01:00.002+08:00

i've never loved people threatening me, it wouldn't be nice if you were to try that on me because i won't let matter rest if that happens (:
do things that i hate, i make sure i make a big fuss over everything .

anyways , went out early in the morning to find yz, she's bad okay . and yeah saw car accident , bloody guy wanted to buy 4D , wth go and die larhs ._.
went her house made all the phone calls, finally settled, but someone insist on making trouble , what can i say ? some people just love trouble ^^
rushed to find sharon they all, was super late soooo sorry . left for IMM daiso, bought something so expensive $_$
went home , and lol lol lol ! i don't know whats wrong or whatsoever, life's getting more bitchy than ever.
boy am i pissed or what , going to errupt if this goes on -.-

2009-06-04T15:59:00.002+08:00

back from school !

ask papa if he's still got link with children society , he say as long as i want go there do he'll make the call, yayness ! ilovemypapa :D
okay enough crapping, biology was totally crap today :X cher keep saying that i whine like some auntie -.- ! like omg larhs, stop the auntie business ._. its really boring thats why i whine ma, if boring don't whine not me liao right? :P
the experiment was stupid cause the last part was did wrongly ( by me ) and i got scolded by yn ): !
after bio, went to IMM with cx, yz and xn lurhs . ate long john, and they ask me to ring the bell, bloody i finally pluck up courage ring then no sound LOL ! then in the end become people stare at me -.- !
saw this " guess the weight of the furniture " thing and i dragged all of them to take part hahas ! if win get the sofa lehs :X even if don't win also nevermind larhs, just trying luck xP

莫名其妙的微笑带表什么?

2009-06-03T10:49:00.002+08:00

booohooo, saw those lovely coaches, it was sooo sexy ! hah , colours .. hmmmmm
school's on later and i'm having stomachache ): ! this is really bad .. really bad
bloody cut my hand and the flesh looks gruesome , but what can i do -.- stupid knife stupid ginger , now its stupid handyplast ): !
cut my hair and the back looks fugly, i said layer but it seems straight to me -.- wth i hate straight cut lehs
oh brother, dont care le larhs blahblahblah, i wonder what i did during the past few years, it always seems fun to me, but now its just pure boring
bloody attitude mannnn , whats wrong with being bored -.-

2009-06-01T18:08:00.009+08:00

firstly , happy birthday YUAN ZHENG ❤

so, today celebrated both yuanzheng and chunxiang's birthday cause chun will be flying back to m'sia soon
met up with jocelyn at BB mrt , then when we reached JE, saw this mrt, we thought they were inside so we chiong in ? LOL ! then very the funny cause i called chun and they said they at chinese garden LOL !
so we alighted at clementi and waited lorhs , was laughing, pretty funny :X jocelyn say who ask me so kanji0ng lol
chatted and wait till reach cityhall, they just can't stop saying about the priority seat wth lol
went there spent 10mins finding kbox, finally found then still got 30mins ma so chun and yz went arcade to play while jocelyn and me went to find the bakery hahas !
found it then went careefour shop . bought sparkling juice and greentea
only manage to smuggle the sparkling juice, lalala ! then xinni arrived 45mins later, helped her put the cake in fridge hahs
then went in sing sing sing , chun was pretty much crazy cause she was just too high and i didn't know why HURHUR !
went down around 12.45pm to collect the cake, jocelyn lured them away lurhs. then wth we prepare half way they 2 come in , so bad larhs ruin the surprise ): ! that stupid lor ba keep peeking lol, so almost all the surprise was gone larhs, but nvm its their birthday anyway
cut cake , photo and didnt really sing then errrr jiu go liao . took back my drink , bad person LOL !
went to take neoprint, then went home . think xinni was kinda upset, cheerup larhs ! we don't blame you cause you've put your heart in :D !
im totally broke today i swear ! need get back all the money from these people .

the result of boarding the wrong mrt, stop at clementi :x

THE VERY NASTY SPAGHETTI

THE ALSO VERY NASTY SPAGHETTI, TASTE LIKE WATER WTH

cake made by xinni

cake we bought for chun chun xD

Today's birthday girl, 1/06

Another birthday girl but birthday falls on 15/06

going bersark with candle and cake

bill

chun's present

xb's present

the violent person unwrapping the present

❤ the cute and lovable one who couldn't blow her own candles ! :X

must be happy i didn't post that video hah !

2009-05-30T18:11:00.003+08:00

wooooohooooo , finally bought prezzie for chunchun and xb hahas, wow jocelyn and me had such a hard time finding the perfect one
cannot post this post first until their birthday celebration ends xP ! hehe .
went to imm first , was suppose to meet jocelyn on the bus, but i was too slow :X
so bo pian bus down to imm there and met up with her. went around whole of second floor but still didnt find one suitable one ): ! booohoooo .
bought this cheese egg tart, quite soft and cheezy .
joked aloooot then bus-ed to jp lorhs, bo pian ma . saw zonghuan , but anyways jocelyn sorta made us took the wrong bus like ahaha ! so we alighted and board 187
reached there walk around a few times then finally decided to settle with buying the doggy for xb and the LIMITED edition wallet for chun, the person say limited edition larhs but donnoe real not lol !
so went walking around then go home liao, saw chunfeng on the way so chatted till halfway then go different way lerhs.

i feel worried when i see it, but then i knew i hated you .

2009-05-29T16:32:00.002+08:00

tired with a tinge of paiseh-ness

the way i slept today was sooo damm funny xD told mama about it then she say i nothing to do ):
can't help it , the way i sleep is always weird aha ! :D
woke up around 9am ? ate breakfast then shower & change and went to school near 11.45am ?
reached school, started doing "ushering" which is more of showing the ways (admin) hah , pretty weird
all the teachers went back to staff room larhs , make me so paiseh -.- i brought this parent up and then waited 5mins no teacher wth, so i ran down ask then ran up 3rd floor staff room find teacher, lucky sia . that parent didn't scold or whatsoever . phew !
so i didn't dare bring anyone anymore lol , its very scary . yh and yusuff got away with it by helping ms koh, tsk tsk
mrs lee treated us muffin and jonas complained he doesn't have it when he ate yh's share . darren helped us buy bubbletea after he met teacher and lol , thanks :D
the T21 joke was funny , superrrrr funny . parents can be hilarious at times one lorhs xD ! smug *
went to buy lunch for them after that, walao lol like some delivery person -.- ! the meegoreng taste like maggie mee ): ! booooooo .
just ate finish and mrs lock says we can go lerh . like 1hour30mins earlier than actual time. push table & chair back then went to disturb mrs lee
she went in and we said we'll wait for her . mrs lock came out and say she isn't coming out lol , but she did in the end larhs .
quite hilarious , going to miss her . yh say he want to transfer to nanhua lol ! so yeah, then went home .
mrs lee's bmw is sexyyyyy, though i still don't think that driving bmw in singapore is as cool as other country cause you speed only u get summon LOL

2009-05-28T18:21:00.002+08:00

blah blah black sheep

heyoooo ! last day of school, hah ? was quite okay this wholeeeeeeee day , felt soooo great !
received back report book and it was bad , REAL bad . felt like crying but the tears just doesn't flow out, you know how miserable i felt ? ):
blooooooooooooooody , i hate it hate it hate it . i dropped sooooooo much from last year, so so so much .
i want to get back into top 40 position next year, i wana wana wana ! ): wonder how i'm going to show my parents , darn it ._. .. sniffs *
anyway, training today was sooo not training because its more of laughter, joke and talk :D hah ok byes

2009-05-27T19:57:00.009+08:00

whats the big idea , you think you're special ? whatthehellman, bloody attention seeker . thick skined

seriously, i 100% cannot trust friendship at all , i've had enough of this yada dada thing going round, its stupid and i hate it
whats so nice about being a double-face person ? it makes just makes someone more bitchy, does it really matter ? being nice here to this person, then being nice to another person , wow amazing . i've finally understood the meaning of 双面人, ming bu qi shi .
i really wonder, exactly is it a act ? like amazing that person act really well enough to get everyone to like them , amazing isn't it ? i would love to learn too you know ?
bloody bitchiness, get a life can not ? I WISH THE PERSON READING THIS IS THE PERSON I'M REFERRING TO CAUSE YOU REALLY SUCK !

ok back to today's thing . went breakfast with xn, cx and danxiaoyun, first time eating so slow
went back to school , was messed up by some things, regretted .. right bear
? regret alot hor ?
chemistry was 40mins of meeting teacher, then 20mins of chemistry . the guys was funny @ blowing balloons, like haha ?
emaths was idk what, don't really remember . stupid , ass , damn
was released a few mins earlier , cher said must give them a piece of cake for releasing us early lol :X
so it was mrs lee's farewell party , was rather fun :D it ended up quite well haha, she turned one eye blind today cause lots of people were taking photos hurhur !
recess was nothing much, bread, love it . then emaths again followed by humans which is movie, the movies getting boring-ier and boring-ier
bio was .. msn i guess . more stupid , more ass, more dumb, more fck off

Cake from prima deli

busy decorating

shhh

card (:

all out of breathe liao

Present bought

shh, awaiting for arrival

nb, my whole 31 photos all spoil, whathehell man ! so this is the only few pictures i'm left with, walao . . sad sia

2009-05-26T22:28:00.002+08:00

posting exceptionally late today, no idea why tooo ! lots of food today, hmm hmm i love raddish soup in a hot day, its rather coooling .
i feel some people should just grow up larhs, hahs , its rather childish triggering the alarm for nothing :D ! and ooo, this bloody relief teacher, not jinhua of cos, i have no idea why but someone called our class stupid ! wow , amazing :D if that someone is smart enough, there won't be anyone suffocating eheheh :D
gahhh, i shall continue with my job . shall continue tomorrow ! sayonara

2009-05-25T18:39:00.002+08:00

LOL @ Mr ngiow's matchy shirt and bottle . it was roflmao
today was typical, nothing much yada yada yada . hah, i told jinhua this week confirm will call him for relief AND I'M RIGHT AINT I ? should have bet with you again !
nothing much today yeah, just that i felt so damm furious during biology lol, good thing i manage to control it after a walk -.- almost started scolding all the wrong things :P
maybe life is just like this huh ? seriously, i'm hating life more and more. lots of people who don't deserve all the nice things in the world actually get the NICEST thing in the world, pure unfairness
some people work so hard just to get a little return but some don't even work and they get aloooot in return
some people can talk bad things about people yet enjoy their life as if nothing happens , while some don't even talk and still get hated
funny right ? thats life . hahas, i'm like getting more and more understanding to life le bahs . wo kai shi kan kai le (:
thanks to jinhua and my dear meredith , they made me more and more relax in life, no more worries , this and that , though i would like talking to burnie more but somehow he's just too busy with his own life
i wish i could be a happy-go-lucky person someday, how i wish upon a star (:

2009-05-22T17:02:00.002+08:00

yoooooooooooo, i'm posting again , see see see ?
i wonder what bear meant by sing song , oooo you meant the bus ? :X

anyways, ah ben 失恋 le , wonder what happened to them but hope he cheers up (:
a relationship can have lotsa problem lurhs, though i've never had one LOL ! who cares :D

today's nothing much, felt really wrong , so wrong . like falling sick la lol , jh said my palm totally not sweaty today, wonder why :D
blabber, made IC today, walaoooo is it me or is it dumb ! LOL ! so cool i guess, but weird uhhh ?
mr ngiow repeated me " jian gui le " ): damm , i heard as close LOL ! he say my hearing got problem but like what i always tell jh " NAH ITS ALWAYS LIKE THIS ! " :D
english was silent movie, abit sick but hilarious somehow . wasn't really laughing cause i was just tooo sleepy LOL !
recess was beehooon yo ! hah , ok nothing larhs, i'm being lame or sth .
mothertongue was oh-so-boring ! as usual though, quite common
wonder whats for dinner, sis asked if we're eating air tonight, if air can make us full , i would love to :D !

ok blabber , i'm so not going tkd . cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeers ! tired

2009-05-21T15:45:00.002+08:00

Long and tiring day hurhur !
almost overslept, slept early yesterday but the bed looks too tempting ):
went to school, assembly & briefing then canteen and ate satay beehoon, walao my mouth almost went on fire ):
took bus to ECP for beach cleaning, nothing much lurhs, just cigarette butts and lots of em lol pick pick pick, joked and i took a scandal picture :x shall not show if not someone's killing me for sure
washed hands, then count points after that bus-ed back to school, was abit funny on the bus, quite dumb though :x
ate lunch, abit no appetite but finished it ._. went back to class play play awhile then not feeling very well -.- cher came in , did NYAA fillings then went home .
pasar malammmmm, sucks ): then nothing much bahs, 7th day lerhs (: it feels real bad , i hate liars -.-
photos updated later (:

2009-05-20T20:20:00.002+08:00

yesterday didnt really use com because of some reason
received back a few more exam papers
scored 42/80 for emaths paper 1 and 27/50 for ss
was super shocked when cher called out the name larhs, think i look stupid but oh well
hkss is involved in this year's AYG , something good i guess hahas .
nothing much larhs, quite lazy to remember what exactly happened, happy unhappy things .
just hope that i'll be happy enough for holidays (: take cares everyone, the weather is bad nowadays, rest well and drink LOOOOOOOOTS of water
Ps: i didn't mean to pull that spoon from you ch haha !

2009-05-18T20:45:00.003+08:00

amazing fourth day

Today simply sucks, had back almost 80% of my subject exam papers, left with emaths, english and ss only
chemistry, quite shocked cause i passed :D
history, funny also cause teacher count wrong, but needs one more mark to passing T.T
then fire drill was dumb ahahaha ! ok nothing
maths was stupid cause i failed amaths . lol , felt its a disgrace
recess was down right boring
mother tongue was quite unhappy larhs but what can i say ? i almost fell asleep during hmt lol
physic failed, almost burst into tears. 3 days of studying didn't pay off , NOT AT ALL
biology , it was even worst . i was like the lowest in class -.- frigging sad
ok so get my scores? doubt you could cause i didn't even mention ! :P

Overall marks for MYE ( not report book )

54/100 Chemistry
24/50 History
27/80 Amaths
46/70 Chinese
52/110 HMT
9/20 Chinese ( Letter writing )
49/70 Chinese ( Compo )
39.5/100 Physic
22/100 Biology

pathetic enough ? suddenly lost the urge of studying . hahas ? i'm super tired already liao larhs, thought chinese would make me happy but it ended up it was bad , real bad . blame it on myself for rushing the paper cause i want to sleep. stupid bahs i guess (:
few more papers following day . well, not pining anymore hope liao :D

somehow i can't stand it anymore ..

2009-05-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

hates this feeling , the feeling of a stranger

today was tv i guess , slept until quite late , maybe cause i was too tired out last night ..
suddenly feel like eating all the delicious food in singapore to appease my anger , i'm still feeling very very angry now
its okay if my friends don't understand me and don't believe me , cause i don't give much of a damm, but it really sucks i everyone but them don't trust me .
it sucks to be distrusted lurhs , the feeling is worst then dying larhs
the urge of going to a beach shouting far far away from here , but too bad the nearest beach here is so far
xin fan yi luan , super confused . rawrrrrrrrrr ! i'm so troubled larhs gahhhhhhh !
everytime when bad things happen to me, it always comes in a pile . so yeah i've been unhappy for 3 days, the next 3 days i would be unhappy about that same thing including my results . isn't it coool how bad things happen to me everytime ?
i felt pretty xiasuay because a hellish badluck person like me wouldn't even be possible to survive for 14 years . i'm a miracle i guess
sometimes i really hate it when people give me miracles i don't like, just like i don't even like coming into this world and they claim it was a miracle im here . isn't it stupid ? like woah, you're making a joke out of me and whats so funny about it ?
oh well, anyway tomorrow is back to school, abit don't feel like but what can i do? like i say, i'm suay and i can't control my life (:

motherfcukingbanana have you any idea how much i hate you now ? far stretch from almost looking up on you .

2009-05-16T19:49:00.002+08:00

quiz below but i shall post about today first
as mentioned in the previous post, thats basically my feeling for the day and its 100% true
anyways, went swimming with cx and yz . that danxiaoyun, told her no rain don't believe, walao the weather so shiok man ._.
didn't know that hellokitty dunnoe how swim, had a hard time teaching her so we gave up .
she's really toot la lol , instead of walking short cut she walk a whole long way to find us, then we purposely swim away :D
lazy river was not fun cause no float and not deep -.- like 0.8m only wth ! the slide was not as fun as www one also, but the ending was shocking , i screamed like i saw a duck ._.
after about 2-3 hours, went to 7-eleven . geez, the worst 7-eleven in the world ? heck the marshpotato spoil one -.- gnd la
mrt-ed home and seems like i was just on time for everything tonight . i wan't someone to talk to ! desperately ):
______________________________________________________

Tagged by the cute penguin to do this (:

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- cheeks [ does it really matter -.- ]

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- sad , face wet with tears i guess

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- cx, xy, jh, yz & rebecca , we were too crazy

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- no unless if you think so then your problem

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- nooo , wth the needle so scary -.-

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- yeah i guess

7. Do you want someone dead?
- yeah, am i counted ?

8. What does your last message says?
- " Haha. But whatever thanks ah :D " by dearest (:

9. What are you thinking right now?
- when can i stop being ignored

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- yeahh i guess

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
- 1am

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- Giordano :O

13. Is someone on your mind?
- yeah -.-

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- dearest .. chunxiang :D

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey.
( not in order, random pick one)

1. Chunxiang
2. Rebecca
3. Yuanzheng
4. Jinghui
5. Meredith
6. Jocelyn
7. Priscilla
8. Ziyan
9. Kailin
10. Rachel

Just write for fun, don't have to oblige to doing cause i don't care {:

16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
- AHEM ! ( i swear i randomly write one LOL )

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
- i don't know i think is a guy . ahahah , jk its a female ._.

18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
- Ehhh , to them maybe good , but to me its lesbian :O

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
- How to swim , joking ._. how i know

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
- Last week or these few days

21. Is no. 4 single?
- Definitely, this one is confirm plus chop lalala :x

22. Say something about no. 3.
- Like to fight with me , nananana :x

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
- Maybe will end up in fighting , a cute little dog and a cute little cow . aha

24. Descibe no. 9.
- LOUD , sometimes louder than me :P

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?
- They don't know each other

26. Do you like no. 8?
- Yeah, i think everyone likes her to death

I finished ! nd of quiz , it's pretty lame though .

2009-05-16T11:43:00.002+08:00

i'm feeeling sooo super terrible , i hate this feeling and i wish to die
those words that you all like to say , yeah it might be nice for you all, but its hurtful towards me
i can't believe it, everytime whenever i thought home was the place for me to be happy, i would end up in disappointment because you all would make me think otherwise
the problem is i don't even know what i did and you all are just angry at me FOR WHAT ?
i hate myself, crying is all i do best, like it can ever solve the problem . i'm really really hurt , every word you all said pierce into me like its a very sharp knife
im like a transparent thing moving around , and no one notice me . great , i lost the person who always dote on me , its all gone and its a fact now . i'm totally hated throughout the world i guess .
maybe i'm just a bitch that came into the wrong world .
someone should just kill me, let me die from accident or just stab to death for no exact reason, i don't give a damm about living anymore, pointless

我很难受很痛苦